here comes the stress and loss of vitality. sleepiness because of unknown dreams which made my brain active through the whole sleep. yea it really sucks.

ended rather late today, pulling a black face or rather sulky from class to home. /yawn

yea and the NVST quiz.. I got 60/100, BOOO~. I've been slacking for 3 weeks now and maybe I shall stop fooling around and start concentrating. like really, there's another quiz which we gonna take next week and that is on NETWORK INFRASTRUCTURE - which I am sure it's the most crap and difficult shit ever.
so I think I'd better make myself useful and start revising for the quiz during the weekdays.

/ZZZZZZ.

man,

WHAT IS LIFE FOR?!

when I am such a coward, boring person and one who don't know how to take initiatives.
how I wished that all my stupid character that brings me here shouldn't exist then maybe I could be someone different, maybe better, maybe more lively.

BUT that is just like wont happen.
shit SHIT SHIT!

/facepalm, /sigh

had server management quiz yesterday and I did not study a single thing.
however, I managed to get 18/20 with some sort of luck and maybe "common sense"?

was having load of dreams these few days, and I woke up without any vitality was damn sleepy.

argh, so many to type but just dont know what to blog about. LOL.

new shot in photoblog.

ok, so I have signed up for CDC basic theory test. and even more problem arises and that is the booking of dates.

I've just browsed through the timetable and all the May slots have been filled - but that doesn't matter as what I want is to take the test during June holidays. the booking dates end at 3rd June and I was wondering if it will expand to more dates. sigh. I am hoping to book in June for both trial test and the actual test...

omFg, like really - what kinda luck is this. woke up this morning and my dad was like enraged about the modem not running. then I went to check on it and realized the power LED was on RED and it's not even booting.

when I trial and error, I heard sounds from the power adapter and immediately I knew that was where the problem is coming from. went out with my dad to get things done but since it's a saturday, it's either the service center is closed or we were directed to the wrong place. how suck.

then me and my sis went to CDC to get enrolment for the BTT, but since my sis wanted private class and it was closed at 12pm, I didnt get to enrol and have to go down there again tomorrow. WTF?!

so, we didnt get to repair our modem and I didnt get to enrol. it's really a wasted time outside today.

ate lunch at mcdonalds.

went home and trying to find a way to access the internet at home, but to no avail.
so I took a nap, WITH SOME HORRIFYING DREAMS AND ALSO SOME WEIRD DREAMS. one of the dream I THINK is I AM DATING A GIRL, A CUTE GIRL. but it was disrupted by the FUCKING cigarette smokes at home. piece of shit.

when I woke up from the nap, I went to try to access internet from other people's unlocked wireless to search for solution and found one!!!!. now I AM using PSP ADAPTER TO POWER UP THE 2WIRE MODEM. LOL!

DML. - DAMN MY LIFE.

ARGH, how the hell am I gonna do the tutorial 3 of server management module..? I mean answers aren't stated in the TEXTBOOK which I bought for $30 and the notes is just some pieces of small info. omg.

WHAT IS THE ANSWER FFS?!

shit man, I just realized I cant do any tutorials for my dip+ class. I dont have the textbook and also I dont have ONE of the notes which contains the tutorial qns.

omg.

so I could just re-do tutorial 2 of graph theory and also finish off server management tutorial 3.