basically, I can't make the right decision.
the decision to join the diploma plus course was a mistake.
the decision to join the diploma plus course was a mistake.
I thought I could take the strenuous path but it seems that I can't.
I don't think it's worth this path wasting my parents $$$, being unable to provide productivity.
so, I guess I will see how next week.
there's no one to confide to, there's no lecturer good enough to ask for counsel. (maybe except our maths lecturer)
I think it was really wrong for me to join this rowdy group. basically, it just feels 'not me'.
I really wish to go back to the me before, solo with that loner character and with the good ability to study.
I need World of Warcraft somehow to make my brain active.
I think it was really wrong for me to join this rowdy group. basically, it just feels 'not me'.
I really wish to go back to the me before, solo with that loner character and with the good ability to study.
I need World of Warcraft somehow to make my brain active.
everything seems to be on the dark side ever since after holidays.
MST was so sucky that I couldn't take it but I tried to remain optimistic.
My maths results was known today and I gotten 76/100, but I expected 80+.
hell, my targets were all out of the bullseye.
fucking did 5 practice paper and I couldn't get a better result,
where as I see people not doing a single fucking practice paper and able to score.
what the fuck is this?
WHERE ARE THE FUCKING A's I USED TO GET?!
I FEEL LIKE A LOWLIFE KID.
MST was so sucky that I couldn't take it but I tried to remain optimistic.
My maths results was known today and I gotten 76/100, but I expected 80+.
hell, my targets were all out of the bullseye.
fucking did 5 practice paper and I couldn't get a better result,
where as I see people not doing a single fucking practice paper and able to score.
what the fuck is this?
WHERE ARE THE FUCKING A's I USED TO GET?!
I FEEL LIKE A LOWLIFE KID.
