is this actually karma on me?

I feel that I've lost all my dedications and that 'just do it' spirit.
I've had it for pretty long time but now I think I've lost it. no shit, not for real.

I've gotta get them back! else I think my grades will start falling off the cliff..
or maybe it's just a tree that got cut.

need some dedications to my work rather than games. like seriously, ARGH.

nonono, I NEED LIFE. you know - 人生（じんせい）