Ranting on Twitter or Facebook isn't going to help for me since there's this 99.99% chance that it is ignored.
Sharing interests are also pretty much futile on social networks for me.
So, I will take my blog as a live matter to rant, talk about everything as humans are just not reliable. There seems to be so many things for me to say (pretty much negative ones) but on a third person's view, it will probably be something that is opposite or rather more different opinions.
I've decided and trying to stay away from Facebook and Twitter for a long time but usually it's to no avail due to the fact that I browse them just to look for updates on other things (Feeds and News) and not human statuses.
I always take it this way - if no one bothers what I do, or my interests, or what I shared so might as well I will ignore them too. I am always bad with conversations no matter what, so starting one is way worse than anything else.
I've accepted my fate of how my life goes. With the topic of fate comes girls.. what's so good about them I thought. Apparently they are there for the matter of distractions.
According to my fate, I doubt I even have one bit of attraction level to the girls out there. If that it is, so be it since I might as well also say I hate Singaporean girls to the max. If by chance a girl out there seems to look upon me, I will simply ignore. One basic reason is no money to spend on them (for those who think money > love of cause).
Also, I can't seem to care for people as I could only go out bother about my own. The only times I care is when I got exploited of my sincerity. Plus, there are certain people I do care though.. including parents that's for sure.
Accepting the fate makes my life way much simpler to go through. Watching dramas, listening to trance, playing games in the cyberworld, browsing web, solo-recreation are the best. Doing everything solo for the sake of own interests. Oh, I might even watch Liar Game The Final Stage myself after exams.
Gonna go through life with the DeJaVus I have.
If any friends read this - ごめんなさい！죄송합니다!
My expressions and emotions are probably lies if you ever see me next time.
すべてはうそです。- the same phrase again.
自分は金利重要なです。
