when we reached there, zhihao was surprised and yelled "huh~~, havent open yet~". then we checked the opening hours and it states there opened at 2PM. when we reached there it was about 1:30PM and so we sat down there to chat, and zhihao was doing many silly things like dancing etc. rofl. lots of people came and most were students from st. pat. at 2PM+, a lady came and opened up the place. the place was immediately filled up fully and it was really crowded unlike previously when we came.
started playing as usual, but after a few games like 3 or so, i felt tired(well im already tired in the first place), restless and moodless. i don't know why i felt moodless but it might be because im thinking too much about something which i shouldn't be at all. so, i chatted with darren about my feelings while playing pool with Don, and felt that most questions in my heart were answered.
it's me and Don
we played till 5pm and our next destination was to go guanyu's house to decide on our poly courses. when we headed out of the pool place, we saw bus 12 and decided to rush for it, but to no avail, as we still miss the bus. so we went to buy some drinks and food. for drinks we bought slurpee from 7-eleven, and this is the cause of one problem. while drinking and eating, we waited for the next bus 12. it came very soon and we boarded the bus with a VERY niao driver(that's my thinking, not the others). this is the first driver i saw that is really so unwilling. we, as a group, had drinks on our hand but he did not allow us to drink on the bus. well that may be the rules for public transport but the damn driver treated us like small kids, thinking that we will spill the drinks easily.. crap. plus the bus didn't have any available seats.
ok, swearing aside. when we reached guan yu's house. first thing was to eat, again. then after that we started to choose our courses. darren was still playing Wii and i was looking through the info on the courses. watched 手足 at 7PM and then back to choosing courses. well i managed to choose 6 courses from SP and the rest should be from TP and other more off-priority polytechnic. we ate dinner at guan's house and after that we had some laughter, peace and joy.
P.S. good thing i didn't need to wait so long for bus 12 to go home this time.
anyways, i wanna write my feelings out here
being loved is a blessing
being cared for is a blessing
being a person with a sense of humour is a blessing
that's just blessings.
having to know the truth WILL BE a blessing/curse.
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it's purely difficult for me sometimes.
i just wanna be someone who can provide people with the smiles and laughter.
but..... the difficulty is at hand.
