everyday is such a boring day. so i decided yesterday, that today shall go guan's house to play mahjong. so, we - kris, zhihao, me, darren and guan went there. zhihao didnt really want to play mahjong and he play call of duty 4 instead.

kris kept wanting to play with real money, which mean real gambling - but omg, i really hate to gamble.. im only playing mahjong for some bore-removal. so in the end we are not playing with real money of cuz.

anyways, after so so so many rounds, i didn't even win once while kris won the most. guan and darren won some rounds. i guess im the only one without a single luck, and just kept losing.

zhihao went home first cuz of his uncle coming to his house. of cuz, it's again the same thing - using bike to go home while im his passenger.

at the very end of the line where we were going home soon, i won that very last game. oh luck, how shitty can that be.

ate something small there and we headed home. there's still tasks for tml, tuesday and many other days..

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as for my personal matter, i have this feeling it's stuck there and it's rather difficult to remove it. my heart is having 2 paths. though it's not 'enthusiastic' kind, i hope that fate will help me choose. i bet someone should understand what is this about.