i have to repeat again and again that time really flies.

and as time flies, it brings me lots of fears. fears of losing whatever i have, fears of exams and tests, fears of failing, and so on. these fears kept in my heart has changed me - into a very hectic person. what i meant is, i became one of those lone ranger, again, but that WAS me. is this bad or good? would someone just tell me their opinions?

i really hope to gain something back which i have lost for many years and that is care.