im really running out of patience. where in the world can i find my wish, where in this world am i able to get what i want?!
the people i face in the cyber-world are really pissing me off. some are just 自以为是, meaning that they think they are always right, and some are just kids trying to smash our integrity. IMO, most people are not matured at all, they either criticise or giving stupid comments all over the place.
and in this world, everything is rising - world temperature, world product prices(that is petrol, rice, food), HUMAN'S EXPECTATION, f***ing everything. because of these, i feel myself outdated, useless and i am not the one who is 'eye-candy' at all.
like i said, this world is not balanced anymore. even the time movement(i mean light years as in the universe time) is moving extremely quick. 1 week is like 1 day to me.
if time is moving so quick and i gain nothing but knowledge, what the hell is the purpose of my life anyways?
the people i face in the cyber-world are really pissing me off. some are just 自以为是, meaning that they think they are always right, and some are just kids trying to smash our integrity. IMO, most people are not matured at all, they either criticise or giving stupid comments all over the place.
and in this world, everything is rising - world temperature, world product prices(that is petrol, rice, food), HUMAN'S EXPECTATION, f***ing everything. because of these, i feel myself outdated, useless and i am not the one who is 'eye-candy' at all.
like i said, this world is not balanced anymore. even the time movement(i mean light years as in the universe time) is moving extremely quick. 1 week is like 1 day to me.
if time is moving so quick and i gain nothing but knowledge, what the hell is the purpose of my life anyways?
i despise myself for the ultimate weakness i have. i'd hope i could i go to the other extreme end but it's rather ..
so really, is there anyone in the corner of the world that have the same thinking like me, wishing for a partner, wishing for everything to be the same like previous? i really need an angel, a partner, to stabilize my thoughts and my emotions. argh.
