i can't believe holiday starts here.. the days before the 2months was like a dream that came, all doesnt seem real. but, whatever i can learn i'll just bring it into my brain and whatever i can do i will just finish it as soon as possible.

yet again, after this 3weeks holiday, it's gonna be our mid-semestral test. i have no idea if those things i have learnt is from a dream or ..? i mean it's like hit-and-run. i just hope what i learnt won't be lost so easily, especially my PEEE module.

just what can i do?

omg damn sad..

i got 80/100 for the PEEE quiz. wth... some 'cheaters' in our class got 92.. CRAP.

hmm, there's PEEE 25-MCQs quiz tml.
and im asking myself:
what do i know
and what am i confused about of this module..

PARALLEL CIRCUITs and
SERIES-PARALLEL CIRCUITS
gives the damn shit.

hopefully i can at least pass.
OR ELSE PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS
DAMNIT.

all i must note is that SERIES circuit - VOLTAGE changes so there's VOLTAGE DIVIDER RULE
PARALLEL circuit - CURRENT changes so there's CURRENT DIVIDER RULE...

I LOVE DIGITAL ELECTRONIC OF THE TOPIC ON KARNAUGH MAP!
this thing is just so damn fun.. loop, find the 1 or 0, and write down the boolean expression.. =D

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karnaugh_map

OMG! THE SUPERMODE DRIVER REALLY BRINGS MY K800 CAMERA TO LIFE!



i can't take such neat TWILIGHT LANDSCAPE picture before.. the picture looks grainy but SMOOTH NOISE.

having a new supermode camera driver for my k800, i was playing with the camera again.
this time able to produce even more realistic and vibrant pictures. woot.





*desaturation*:

sigh.. everything i do does not seem serious, every action of mine does not seem serious. it's already week 6 of poly life and i just feel like degenerated. tired and sleepy, playful as usual... im just unable to switch myself into the study/serious mood..

i've read the sample PEEE MST paper and i think i wont be able to make it... the fear comes in again.. the fears of exams and tests...

woot.. MOZILLA FIREFOX 3 RC1 .

i love this version as compared to BETA 5. seriously, firefox is getting way much better. ♥♥

unbelievable and i hope my mind isn't playing tricks today. if my mind isnt playing tricks on me then maybe my heart will be smiling.

yeah, so today my classes were at afternoon.. and as usual i went out at 11:45am. then while walking to the tanah merah MRT station, coincidentally i saw my dad nearby. so, i went towards and then he would bring me to MRT station. however, he asked if i would want to follow him to bukit batok to bring the printer for service and i agreed. reached the epson service centre in less than 25min and sent the printer for repair.

since bukit batok is near clementi and is also nearby dover, my dad then asked if i want to have lunch, i said yes of cause since i was hungry and he drove to clementi.. blk 380 clementi ave 5 coffee shop. the coffee shop is named Tiang Seng if im not wrong. i ordered fishball soup. at first sight, i realized there's this girl who seemed to be in the same age range as me.. well i dont know. of cause i didnt looked around while i was eating.

once me and my dad finished our food, it was time that i go to SP for my class. headed back to dad's taxi and we set off. AND THIS IS WHERE I HOPE MY MIND ISN'T PLAYING TRICKS. while my dad was driving slowly, i looked back into the coffee shop and somehow i saw this same girl looking at me. there's a customer in front of her and i can see that her eyes were on me.. hmm.

at that point of time, i seemed to be in a daze and sleepy then i was wondering HOW TRUE CAN THAT BE like a girl is looking at me...

i wonder - is that a mirage, a miracle, or is it a dream-to-life??..

if it's a miracle, then i must say i am not nothing at all.. as it's been some time since such occurrence happened.

changes.. changes are everywhere.

let's say people.
yea, people changes the most and there are the positive and there are also the negative.

positive huh..
yea well, this will be my opinion:
"people change and they change smoothly and quietly, they themselves thought if their changes were good or bad or the ugly; they spare thoughts for others; they give in. they are just the sanes"

negative:
"what the hell.. they change to the utmost ugly part of themselves. bullying; they thought they were good themselves and being proud till no one would like; they never realized how hurting things could go with all the crappy attitude. they are the INsanes"

love changes, things changes, everything including the tiny bits.

so, what about me myself? i guess im just some guy who doesn't change still.. maybe.. or slowly.
i have lost control of my emotions....... stress, eagerness, unfulfilled wishes. SIGH!

life doesnt give what you want. it's always the case.

KNS LA. IM SO DAMN PISSED.. THINGS BECOME JUST LIKE MY WAY OF EDUCATING MYSELF DURING SECONDARY SCHOOL.. AGAIN

PEEE just suck sometime. after so many chapters and without any problem.. suddenly comes one bloody assing confusing chapter and WHICH I TOTALLY CANT HANDLE.

this week SUCK especially.. projects and assigments + confusing chapter.. wow, im off dead for Crying out Loud..

and as the usual me, i would always want to solve questions on MY OWN WITHOUT PEOPLE'S HELP but that seems so bloody impossible. my brain just suck and weak. ='(

mood sum up: pissed, adrenaline burst, heartbroken, cried out loud + ALL THE NEGATIVE MOODs.

yesterday was exciting..

there's this class outing organized by hafiz at changi airpot T2 swensen and also one of our friend's bday falls on that friday. and because of this clash, a nice and coincidence clash that is, we then addon another birthday cake for our friend at dinner.

well at first in the morning, me, guan and anthony together went to sim lim square. (nice to see ya anthony) our motive for going there was just to get a birthday gift for zhihao, the birthday boy.. and we bought something which he always wanted.

at dinner, we just ate something small and i have the half chicken meal and that's my dinner. after the meal, the cake comes and then the staff at swensen took photos for us, as with the package.. (mother's day package.. lol). we then sang bday song for zhihao and there we ate the cake.

that's about it.

1st of all congrats to myself as this is my first 100th post in my whole blog.. lol

anyways, i feel dead about my life. there's just no surprises and whatever "life is full of surprises ^^" that's just B-S. there's no fun in my life as i just bring myself to do the same thing over and over and over again. i just dont know why i cant break this off. there are no spices, obviously and i do not wish to repeat again.

everything's nothing - seems like no one can fill me up with the laughter, peace and joy. *sob* :'(
yet again, i just hope many special surprises will happen around the corner or whatever.... =\

and yes, obviously im emoing about how shitty my life is.

yes, i laugh like never before and ALSO DAMN PISSED LIKE NEVER BEFORE.

this bastard is like damn proud of himself, showing off like some ass and DRAGGING PEOPLE DOWN. fuck. this thought went through my mind: "if you are so proud and trying to get As for everything, can't u keep it to yourself and stop showing off.. wtf." tmd, i've never met such distracting and irritating BASTARD in my life.

he said to me this when i came back from toilet: "you are so skinny.." i felt like bashing his face cuz he's like skinnier till look like gay, esp his legs.

he also said this to me "im more handsome than u." im like WTF?! who cares about handsomeness... and with that GUM-SHOWING smile of yours, I RATE YOU A FKING -100/100.

now, i can say that things are really going boring for me. with this bastard haunting my mind and there's like no girls to talk to, and in which all i can do is to play and study - just what the hell is this, it's lifeless or i call it a game. if this is fantasy, maybe i WILL punch that bastard but it's reality. omfg.

i really wish to have some sweet dreams of what i am seeking for, which will come true and making me happy as i didn't have any since the start of poly life... sigh, i think i have lost the ability to dream cognitively .

all i can say is that im bringing on the sulky, emo face in public and i was wondering how people are thinking of me.

will someone just bring the light to my heart?

sigh, should i even be seeking what im looking for? more and more week passes for campus life and things goes simply too boring, VERY BORING.

i couldn't stand much myself as i only could just sit back and study and boast all i can(maybe not) and play hard when i need to.

USUALLY, dreams tells something about ourselves - be it your goal, fears, anger, anything that can be in us.

fear, anxiety and boredom comes in for me this time. what can i do? sleep late, wake up early choing to campus and study, and after class choing home to revise and play hard. is that a life or is that called lifeless?

so basically who can help? none i guess. maybe melodic trance for life and it will be my companion 4ever..

P.S.: i'll have to add that my new friends like adrian, juin long and austin made me smile and laugh like never before.

hmm, there seems to be more activities among our old school this time and requires me to take up my time to go out and have fun!

and this means that there will be less thime for me to play my games and do my tutorials. well, i guess the outings would be more worth it than the games at home since it's once a time.

structured programming test next friday and i have this eerie feeling that i can't get full marks for it. well, i have programming background and i can do many without problems - becuz of this i just fear that i cant get full marks and it will really demoralize me..

there's so many assignments this week. digital electronics practical have to be done at home using program called NI MultiSim. as for PEEE, we didnt really got assigned for any tutorials but i wanna finish it asap.

sigh, it seems that time isn't enough.