once again, my comp has BSOD-ed 4 times this week.
first I was playing sims 3 and I have my GPU fan speed set at 45%.

apparently rivatuner kind of fails at locking the fan speed, which means to say that I can hear the fan frequently spinning up sound with the speed to 100%.
it's like 45% then gpu says GO 100% but rivatuner takes over says stay at 45%..
so, when that happens I knew that my comp will blue screen soon enough.

I was playing the latest DLC of Borderlands (The Secret Armory of General Knoxx), and the comp just blue screens without notice where the worst thing is it crashes NOT IN FIREFIGHTS. LOL.

I tried not to lock GPU fan speed and it still crashes. Turned on VSync and same thing happens. freaking worthless comp. it's a total turnoff when you are so into the game.
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went out to Simei and Tampines to seek out for the PS2/PS3 component cable.
seems like the cheapest I've found so far is S$25.
next is to head to Sim Lim Square to find one that is cheaper, hopefully.

something is on flames behind our house.

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completed 08/09 Sem 1 Maths paper.
not much of a problem and the only manipulation I found was the simpson's rule.
seems like I still have doubts with simpson's rule.
other than that, I can only hope for less careless mistakes during the actual exam.

next thing to do is to print out another maths paper and also practice one more AS paper.

looks like I have no problem concentrating even though with the shadowy image lurking in my mind.
I love how my mind works, feels like there's a switcher/hub inside, rofl.

there's another DLC released for Borderlands, currently downloading it.
seems like there's a few new additions according to the trailer.

maybe I should go out and have a walk at Simei and/or Tampines tomorrow.
get the PS2/PS3 component cable for HDTV so I can output tekken 5 on the PS2 in 575p. (hopefully it's cheap, like less than 20 bucks)

sigh, how I wish I am the type where I can go out alone without the need of friends around.
or maybe I should just go out without objective as usually when I head outside, it's always to buy something then rush home..
spending $$$$ is just not my type.

what else......?

oh yeah, I uploaded a video of Tekken 5, which is xiaoyu's 10-hit combos.

the feeling still lurks in my heart and the image still lurks in my mind.

or maybe I should just put back that phrase in me:
if fate wants us to meet, then the chance will be 99.9%.

sometimes I wonder, why do humans complain..
yes the word 'complain'.

I mean, I don't really think it's a human trait.. it's more of a human flaw.

to me, prolonged exhibiting in human flaws could really lead to some addiction then the brain couldn't take it and could go sidetrack. (sounds like I am doing research or observations on brains, lol)

so why complain?
I supposed many of the permanent maniacs out there are complain kings due to some distraught or dislikes. (excluding from causes due to physical damage of cause)

facebook statuses are the part where I always see complains. sigh. oh, the worse thing is they complain without limits and some don't even know they are being disliked due to the complaints.
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actually, I wanted to cycle down to that particular bus stop today, just to test my fate or chance but apparently I feel indecisive once again.

still to say, I had this really strong urge to actually go and find that same girl as it's within my reach. ended up playing tekken 5 but didn't really have that mood which led me on a losing streak.

truth is, I actually looked up on the school's timetable just to plan the correct time BUT I don't know what class would she be from so probably ended up like searching a needle in a haystack (of cause saying that she is from sec 5 is just a guess).
also, if I did went out and really did see the same person again, what can I do? lol. if I am not the old zm anymore, maybe I would go all out doing all the crap. plus, if I do head there, I might end up waiting at the same place for like 4 hours and I would become a suspicious person. seems like the way I do things is rather sad.

EVERYTHING'S TO NO AVAIL. THE PLANS AND SHITS. it's SATURDAY AND THERE'S NO SCHOOL SO I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ANYMORE...

WHY IS IT THAT I FEEL SO HYPE ABOUT THIS?
WHY WHY WHY?!
IT'S TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THE REST OF THE PAST EVENTS, THOSE I CAN'T BE EVEN BOTHERED AT ALL.

damn.

the moments of getting attracted by something is frequent...
but the moments of getting attracted TO SOMEONE is RARE.

today's MCT exam, I kinda did one silly stupid mistake.
and that is I missed out doing one question, which is B5c). omfg, I didn't knew I could be so pajiao.
oh, that's 3 marks gone.

anyway, went to have lunch at FC6 today and apparently a lot of stalls are closed. I am then led to eat Teriyaki Chicken Don which wasn't quite filling.
there weren't much sight either since it's exam week, so it's just eat and chat.

went to meet my Liason Officer of my ITP after having lunch, and my LO told me that I might be posted to the V2 shops and in which I have to do sales, OH NO! hopefully I can request to do in the main office.

after that we decided to go home. I was so wanting to hitch a ride on the bus home but somewhat, somehow I don't really feel quite tired. So, as insisted by haowei and zongda, I took the train. (it maybe me but this decision is somewhat related to what's gonna happen next)

on the train, is basically just chat - nothing to see. whatever.

here comes the shit. as usual, at Bedok Interchange I always take bus 229 home. I was rather deep in the trance I was listening to and didn't really want to bother what catches my eyes.

as the bus heads out to the main road and reaching the bus stop after (it's the only bus stop which I can rely on for faces to see), I was looking around but wasn't hoping for any thing. then I saw this girl in light blue top and dark blue skirt, which is basically Ping Yi Secondary School as what I have found out, on the bus stop. the thing is that she is the only one who look the most different in that bus stop, lol. it's like some heavenly light shining on her, then everything is dark except her.

Upon reaching, she was using her handphone and as the bus is stopping, I looked at her. As expected from my intuition, she would notice, which she did. so as the bus was moving away, I could see that she was like looking at me.. I looked back and saw her MESMERIZING EYES.

WALAO EH, THAT REALLY SPARKLES. anyways, she had that ovalish face and she looked like she's in sec 5. it all happened at 25th Feb, 4:52pm.

• WHY is it that when I can't be bothered, some nice stuff may happen?
• WHY is it that I chose to take the train - is it all supposed to happen?
• IF I took the bus home, what will I get?
• I said that as expected from my intuition, she would notice. Are my intuitions that powerful like my dreams? omg. unless if things are meant to happen this way. 

this is my first time, I should say first time that I looked at a girl and then she noticed and I continued looking, not like the other times.

okay, I sound like a desperate kid.. and plus making that 1min event sounded so long, lol.
well, desperate or not it's me, it's my stupid life.. so who even cares.. yea well...

tag of the day: lol mct success shy-less for the first time cute girl ping yi sec sparkling eyes mesmerized lovely

THIS IS AWESOME.

thanks to Lenne224 at modthesims, she created this character called Yumi Tomita with all the custom hairs, makeup, eyebrows and etc.
AND THIS GIRL IS JAP (obviously from the name), AND IS DAMN CUTE TOO! OHMYGAWD!

I am basically in love with her (though it's a game, lol), awesomely cute, fabulously pretty. the hair is just.... damn nice.

well, from the link on top, you'll see that she's wearing the Jap school uniform, haha.
I can't possibly let her wear that outfit throughout the whole game so decided to plan more outfits.

it's a good thing that I've done 'everything' yesterday.
managing the beatmania music, copying it to my phone and all.
plus playing tekken 5 for damn long hours.

all of these done seems to have given me a relief in my mind, which means I am able to concentrate on other things better.

for today, I was able to complete one paper of the ANALOG SYSTEMS and re-revised MCT by practising on the 09/10 Sem 1 paper again. (damn juinlong took my paper and there wasnt any chance of getting it back).

so far so good, but I just hate it when I got the bad feeling that I wouldn't be able to score for the other papers while revising on one specific module. (I need the 'switch' in my brain again.)
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of all songs and music, I listen to Trance. it really relates to nature very well somehow. usually when I watch videos of youtube on trance music - images of scenery, landscapes will be shown.
that is me.

and oh, I dreamt that I was in a Jap school? and I was beside a cute Japanese girl(somehow I managed to capture the image of her face, for the first time, as I dont usually dream about people.. like wth).
however, I wasn't able to converse in Jap that well with her and spoke English. BUT SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH. ARGH! embarrasing moments of my dreams. still, I don't know why this dream appeared as I wasn't even thinking of anyone before I sleep.

tried to revise ANALOG SYSTEMS today and always felt tired upon seeing the paper and foolscap (but not tired when looking at this darn monitor).

played tekken 5 from 5 to 10pm today and resume on revision a little more after having dinner.
I was listening to all the beatmania music and songs while revising and I ended up on my desktop trying to look for more music/songs haha.

anyways, I torrented beatmania IIDX OSTs like yesterday and finding all the trance music/songs to put in my phone so I can listen to it anywhere.

then while browsing through this wiki called remywiki (a wiki of beatmania), just to narrow down my search for trance, I found this track called Fly Above by Sota Fujimori, genre is Dream Trance and also Around the Galaxy by Nish, genre: Uplifting Trance.
it's freaking awesome, japan awesomeness. 日本すごい-ness.

ARGH, MORE ENERGY BEATS + MELODIES PLEASE!
(and maybe this will increase the people who will dislike me, rofl)

EDIT: video added
WARNING: DO NOT PLAY IT IF YOU DONT LIKE BEATS.




tag of the day: Fly Above Dream Trance

meh the prettiness of tekken 6 graphics really motivates me to somewhat play it on the console which I currently have and that is playstation 2.

on 18th feb, we actually went to arcade after eating sushi buffet
(my stomach was way bloated and I vomitted like thrice, filled with eggs and rice - it's fucking embarrassing to vomit OUTSIDE OF THE RESTAURANT)

then austin went to play tekken 6 RB at the arcade. the graphic is seriously 720p, sexay!
so, having that urge to play I went to find what other series there is for tekken and tekken 5 have that similar feel after watching some trailers (of cuz, the graphics are totally off).

luckily tekken 5 is available on playstation 2. downloaded, burnt it to DVD and ran the game! played for some time as I was not able to focus playing games for long period of time now.

TBH, fighting games aren't my cup of tea, the combo system is the fun part but I am no survivor in this kind of games. well, I still played along as it's really really fun compared to the other fighting games I played.

at least with this disc burnt, I can always bring to austin's house to play too! LOL!

oh, Ling Xiaoyu and Jin Kazama and also maybe Asuka Kazama are my favourite characters now.

found this font rasterizing utility using gdi++ from a forum which leads to a japanese website (日本はすべて)

made the fonts looks like mac way of rendering fonts, it's freaking pretty.

with gdi++

without gdi++

see the obvious difference?

end of all the assessments, now left with 3 written papers.
this is what I was waiting for, to be free from the assessments which is more of the practicals.
finally.

went to seoul garden with zongda, austin, juin long, adrian and haowei yesterday.
it's my 2nd time going for a buffet dinner.
good thing I knew what to do already. or else I think I won't be able to eat much. haha.

didn't manage to catch many good sights around marina square though, sadly. =(

went home only to watch galileo ガリレオ, another old(2007) jap drama which is based on detective and a physics scientist. this show reminds me of Fringe but basically more towards something that can happen in reality, as in a fact science rather than fictional science.

as usual, science always amaze me.

I was late by 10min for my driving lesson today.
anyways, I must say that my performance have improved.
my coordination with the pedals and gear feels like it wasn't there, it basically feels like natural now.

however, the only thing I must work on is that my leg muscles seems to tighten always whenever I step on clutch and change gear. this really stress my muscles and it gets weak after some time.

so my lesson was from 4 - 5pm. at 5pm, I went to walk around in tampines mall. the thing is that every step I take I would see something nice, nice faces that is. then again, I cant do shit . waiting for things to happen will never take place.

oh wells~

blog was dead and it is kind of pointless to revive it.
well I am not reviving it, but just gonna post some entries just like writing a diary.

sometimes I ponder about the people in Singapore, especially the teens -> young adult.
and here I am trying to say something about relationship.

is it me or is it that I feel that those who wants to go into a r/s, the girls must be pretty or cute or whatever is a turn on while the guys (disgusting trend) must be build and then wearing those tight simple T-shirt with skinny jeans?

correct me if my thinking is wrong, but my point of view is this - it's a pretty retarded trend.

anyways it's CRS tomorrow and I have to do a 5min talk in front of the class. I just hope I don't stammer much and also hopefully my flow is smooth.