more Audiosurf videos. all songs played by me.
Prophecy of a Dark
Second Touch (Mono Pro)
It's a Dream *Alcyone Prophet*
Friday, February 29, 2008
sigh, someone tell me what can i do at home??
the only game i can play is AudioSurf, and with a lil' lag im quite unhappy already. 8500GT u sucks, why are u even born.. and i bet i can only get back my 8800GT around 18th March and that is seriously long which is like in 2 weeks time.
FRAPS -a video recording program lags AudioSurf whenever i try to record video of the game.
and as for jobs, it's hard to believe how hard it is for me to find one. part-time - everything that is related to food most likely easy to find but those don't suit me at all. sigh.
the only game i can play is AudioSurf, and with a lil' lag im quite unhappy already. 8500GT u sucks, why are u even born.. and i bet i can only get back my 8800GT around 18th March and that is seriously long which is like in 2 weeks time.
FRAPS -a video recording program lags AudioSurf whenever i try to record video of the game.
and as for jobs, it's hard to believe how hard it is for me to find one. part-time - everything that is related to food most likely easy to find but those don't suit me at all. sigh.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
alrite.. i really hate this.
from the time i slept till i wake up, i had been dreaming all along, dreaming of many many different scenario. YET, i can't seem to remember even one of them. SIGH, WHY HAVE I LOST THE ABILITY TO REMEMBER DREAMS?
all i can remember is that all the dreams i had are all interesting but i can't remember what is it all about.. this is all crap. =(
from the time i slept till i wake up, i had been dreaming all along, dreaming of many many different scenario. YET, i can't seem to remember even one of them. SIGH, WHY HAVE I LOST THE ABILITY TO REMEMBER DREAMS?
all i can remember is that all the dreams i had are all interesting but i can't remember what is it all about.. this is all crap. =(
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
wake up at 9am in the morning today and was so sleepy. basically whenever i wake up early in the morning, that means i have something on in the afternoon.
met guan yu at aljunied mrt at 1:30pm. i have to accompany him to get his hard disk at Pines Industrial Building which is located at Macpherson road. so quickly, when we reached there he got back his hard disk.
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anyways, i hate to say that now im eager to get back my 8800GT. now that i have Sims 2 FreeTime, wanna play it with a good graphic. and also AudioSurf is rather lagging when using 8500GT. im also trying to record video of Audiosurf using Fraps and that is why i need my 8800GT NOW!
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guan yu talked about his 'work' at home, lol. he's watching new dramas and all - and i felt interested, esp the detective shows he was talking about. he also wished to make his home a more High Definition entertainment place. like KTV and etc, such big 'investment' it seems. even he said his mom approve his idea.
went back to tanah merah and waited for zhihao, peiwen and don. they arrived not long after and we went to T2 to TRY to get a job at sakae sushi. when zhihao asked if there's job vacancies, the manager's attitude seem sucks. he talked to zhihao as if he's someone 'low'. omg. he asked how long we can work and we said 1 month, then he disapproved and said he wanted someone who work long-term, so it's really a wasted trip.
then we went to mcdonalds to have lunch. i ate mcflurry and the others have their meal. NO $$$!!! that's the reason. ok, then they went home and i waited for one hour for my mom to be released from her work. she then brought me to T3 in which will be my first time there. wow, very spacious YET there's nothing much there lol. everything's expensive as usual and there's nothing to say.
went shopping at the nearby NTUC with my mom after eating chicken rice at KOPI. that's all.
also, bought a new water bottle and hopefully this design and this bottle will last long and durable.
out of boreness, i took some pics of the airport.
met guan yu at aljunied mrt at 1:30pm. i have to accompany him to get his hard disk at Pines Industrial Building which is located at Macpherson road. so quickly, when we reached there he got back his hard disk.
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anyways, i hate to say that now im eager to get back my 8800GT. now that i have Sims 2 FreeTime, wanna play it with a good graphic. and also AudioSurf is rather lagging when using 8500GT. im also trying to record video of Audiosurf using Fraps and that is why i need my 8800GT NOW!
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guan yu talked about his 'work' at home, lol. he's watching new dramas and all - and i felt interested, esp the detective shows he was talking about. he also wished to make his home a more High Definition entertainment place. like KTV and etc, such big 'investment' it seems. even he said his mom approve his idea.
went back to tanah merah and waited for zhihao, peiwen and don. they arrived not long after and we went to T2 to TRY to get a job at sakae sushi. when zhihao asked if there's job vacancies, the manager's attitude seem sucks. he talked to zhihao as if he's someone 'low'. omg. he asked how long we can work and we said 1 month, then he disapproved and said he wanted someone who work long-term, so it's really a wasted trip.
then we went to mcdonalds to have lunch. i ate mcflurry and the others have their meal. NO $$$!!! that's the reason. ok, then they went home and i waited for one hour for my mom to be released from her work. she then brought me to T3 in which will be my first time there. wow, very spacious YET there's nothing much there lol. everything's expensive as usual and there's nothing to say.
went shopping at the nearby NTUC with my mom after eating chicken rice at KOPI. that's all.
also, bought a new water bottle and hopefully this design and this bottle will last long and durable.
out of boreness, i took some pics of the airport.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
was playing counter-strike all day long till i got bored. then i was browsing some games on SteamPowered and i saw a game called AudioSurf.
ok basically this game is all about music and with this game, u are actually PLAYING YOUR MUSIC. (u know - play to listen, but this game let u play to listen and PLAY, haha)
this game really works well with all the music that beats hard. to me, this game allows u to 'feel' and 'visualize' your music. depending on different kind of songs, there will be uphill and downhill as analyzed by the game. and while playing with your fav music on, u can actually feel the SPEED and the ENTHUSIASM of it. wooh. love it.
and ya, the game is very simple and the challeneges of the game depends on the music u chose.
ok basically this game is all about music and with this game, u are actually PLAYING YOUR MUSIC. (u know - play to listen, but this game let u play to listen and PLAY, haha)
this game really works well with all the music that beats hard. to me, this game allows u to 'feel' and 'visualize' your music. depending on different kind of songs, there will be uphill and downhill as analyzed by the game. and while playing with your fav music on, u can actually feel the SPEED and the ENTHUSIASM of it. wooh. love it.
and ya, the game is very simple and the challeneges of the game depends on the music u chose.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
went out at 3pm to get my pay for the job done yesterday. i feel rather relieved getting the money but yet im still unable to spend it. i'll explain at the end of this post.
after getting the pay, we went to swensen to have lunch. i ordered chicken baked rice, and it's been some time since i eat the baked rice at swensen. ahh~~ the taste is very great. lol. ok, basically i was the first to finish the lunch and also mineral water. anyways, this lunch is rather heart aching - $11.50 for one small meal and + $2.50 with 7% GST and service charge. wah lao. maybe 久久一次 is ok.
after that went to play pool, AGAIN, with my bro. wow, my bro's skill not bad i must say. good angling skills and have knowledge on the game. still, i think out of the whole game - it's 1:1 for our score. woot. 打成平手. love the game.
then my bro treated me katong laksa and it's nice! been sometime since i eat a proper and tasty laksa. haha.
i shall explain here. i cant really spend my money is because i do not have a regular salary and my OUT is more than IN. that will surely make me finish spending all my salary. if i have a balanced IN and OUT, maybe it's worth to spend some money. still, today's pay might be used to buy clothes someday.
after getting the pay, we went to swensen to have lunch. i ordered chicken baked rice, and it's been some time since i eat the baked rice at swensen. ahh~~ the taste is very great. lol. ok, basically i was the first to finish the lunch and also mineral water. anyways, this lunch is rather heart aching - $11.50 for one small meal and + $2.50 with 7% GST and service charge. wah lao. maybe 久久一次 is ok.
after that went to play pool, AGAIN, with my bro. wow, my bro's skill not bad i must say. good angling skills and have knowledge on the game. still, i think out of the whole game - it's 1:1 for our score. woot. 打成平手. love the game.
then my bro treated me katong laksa and it's nice! been sometime since i eat a proper and tasty laksa. haha.
i shall explain here. i cant really spend my money is because i do not have a regular salary and my OUT is more than IN. that will surely make me finish spending all my salary. if i have a balanced IN and OUT, maybe it's worth to spend some money. still, today's pay might be used to buy clothes someday.
ok yesterday went to work at pan pacific hotel and i was all worn out.
so, this is how it goes. basically there should be a reason why i was lead into this hotel to work, somehow.
we met each other at kembangan mrt and that is me, darren, don and peiwen. guan and zhihao came later and so we went into the mrt once they called.
reached city hall and headed towards pan pacific hotel. there's nothing much at the back area and the cafeteria looks much better to me. took M sized uniform this time and headed to assembly. and this is where the crap part comes. i eventually thought my hair was acceptable but never realized i was caught too. funny and shitty. all, including the group of my friends except peiwen got caught. extreme strict, and we were forced to use gel to bring our hair up.
that's the assembly. then i and zhihao remained at the same location to do our job. starting was a lil' smooth but when it comes to portioning and cutting fishes im dead. yea, f***king guests says 'take your time', 'i will never do banquet as part-time'. but in my mind im saying 'u come and do la, fuk'. in the end, they complain me for being SLOW and cannot handle the service gear properly. oh yea, wadever.
so i got transferred to OCEAN instead and this is where my WISH came true. (my wish for which i would see someone that look like KWAI LUN-MEI) i was doing the easy job then though my legs are like falling apart. the person in-charge is Valerie and she really look like kwai lun-mei - the way she walk, her figure and her hair. it's like 3/4 same, except only the face hahaha.
the job up there is simple as i just need to make sure that the guests get what they wanted to drink. im making a LOT and A LOT of bloody-silly mistakes, and it stings me, i just can't take it. but the thing is i have to bear, yea. after all the guests had left, started clearing the place and then Valerie said to do some refreshment in the area. it means refilling all the cups and everything, bringing in new ones. trolley part is where i make a lot of mistakes and it made me walk up and down the place without a target. omg, u see how i can waste time on this? so nvm, took the trolley, bring in refreshments and it's done. Valerie was the one who did the arranging. and i had to follow her up and down after.. lol.
went to other rooms to arrange, carry chairs and tables. and i ran out of breath doing so. sigh. also, i was brought to the ballroom to do jobs. well, that's likely all.
in the end i can only say.
IM NOT SUITABLE TO BE IN F&B, ESP BANQUET. MY BODY IS TOO WEAK TO BE IN ONE.
so, this is how it goes. basically there should be a reason why i was lead into this hotel to work, somehow.
we met each other at kembangan mrt and that is me, darren, don and peiwen. guan and zhihao came later and so we went into the mrt once they called.
reached city hall and headed towards pan pacific hotel. there's nothing much at the back area and the cafeteria looks much better to me. took M sized uniform this time and headed to assembly. and this is where the crap part comes. i eventually thought my hair was acceptable but never realized i was caught too. funny and shitty. all, including the group of my friends except peiwen got caught. extreme strict, and we were forced to use gel to bring our hair up.
that's the assembly. then i and zhihao remained at the same location to do our job. starting was a lil' smooth but when it comes to portioning and cutting fishes im dead. yea, f***king guests says 'take your time', 'i will never do banquet as part-time'. but in my mind im saying 'u come and do la, fuk'. in the end, they complain me for being SLOW and cannot handle the service gear properly. oh yea, wadever.
so i got transferred to OCEAN instead and this is where my WISH came true. (my wish for which i would see someone that look like KWAI LUN-MEI) i was doing the easy job then though my legs are like falling apart. the person in-charge is Valerie and she really look like kwai lun-mei - the way she walk, her figure and her hair. it's like 3/4 same, except only the face hahaha.
the job up there is simple as i just need to make sure that the guests get what they wanted to drink. im making a LOT and A LOT of bloody-silly mistakes, and it stings me, i just can't take it. but the thing is i have to bear, yea. after all the guests had left, started clearing the place and then Valerie said to do some refreshment in the area. it means refilling all the cups and everything, bringing in new ones. trolley part is where i make a lot of mistakes and it made me walk up and down the place without a target. omg, u see how i can waste time on this? so nvm, took the trolley, bring in refreshments and it's done. Valerie was the one who did the arranging. and i had to follow her up and down after.. lol.
went to other rooms to arrange, carry chairs and tables. and i ran out of breath doing so. sigh. also, i was brought to the ballroom to do jobs. well, that's likely all.
in the end i can only say.
IM NOT SUITABLE TO BE IN F&B, ESP BANQUET. MY BODY IS TOO WEAK TO BE IN ONE.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
darn blogger, im not able to connect just now and so i cant post anything.
anyways, i suddenly felt lazy to blog. nevermind, i will still blog.
today was another pool day and this time my luck and mood seems to be present. i won every round and lost only one round. this is simply just weird, a day different brings a different kind of luck. or maybe my good mood plays a part. we played from 4pm to 6pm. guanyu and zhihao was there with me.
there's nothing much today at the pool game so we were headed home. again, zhihao wants me to accompany him as he rides bike home while im his passenger. really, the more we 3 are together, the more i felt that we are brothers. brothers that are hard to seperate. im sending my regards to zhihao, hopefully his appeal for going into Nautical Studies will be successful. went back to guan's house to have a bowl of soup. while drinking the soup, i was watching TV too and it's humourous. after the show, i went back home.
reached home and immediately started playing counter-strike. i realized that this game can't be played everyday or else you'll feel sick if u keep losing and it brings down my skill too. a good example is me, my skills in this game don't seem good nowadays, especially last 2 weeks. the mouse im using doesn't seem to give me a good precision to AIM AND KILL. well, so be it.
then i was looking for AS MANY SONGS AS POSSIBLE. downloaded F4, 5566, Fahrenheit, Jay's new album - full tracks. but still, only a few pleases me.
ok, i have to say something which is that whenever i starts listening to these love songs, especially chinese, it means im in some sort of wonderland, in love.
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i was reading my old blog and also old chat logs again. and i realized that every year gives me different personal problem. im listing it here.
2006: umm, relationship problem.
2007: friendship problem - everyone seems neglecting me.
2008: ok, can i put this a secret?..
anyways, i suddenly felt lazy to blog. nevermind, i will still blog.
today was another pool day and this time my luck and mood seems to be present. i won every round and lost only one round. this is simply just weird, a day different brings a different kind of luck. or maybe my good mood plays a part. we played from 4pm to 6pm. guanyu and zhihao was there with me.
there's nothing much today at the pool game so we were headed home. again, zhihao wants me to accompany him as he rides bike home while im his passenger. really, the more we 3 are together, the more i felt that we are brothers. brothers that are hard to seperate. im sending my regards to zhihao, hopefully his appeal for going into Nautical Studies will be successful. went back to guan's house to have a bowl of soup. while drinking the soup, i was watching TV too and it's humourous. after the show, i went back home.
reached home and immediately started playing counter-strike. i realized that this game can't be played everyday or else you'll feel sick if u keep losing and it brings down my skill too. a good example is me, my skills in this game don't seem good nowadays, especially last 2 weeks. the mouse im using doesn't seem to give me a good precision to AIM AND KILL. well, so be it.
then i was looking for AS MANY SONGS AS POSSIBLE. downloaded F4, 5566, Fahrenheit, Jay's new album - full tracks. but still, only a few pleases me.
ok, i have to say something which is that whenever i starts listening to these love songs, especially chinese, it means im in some sort of wonderland, in love.
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i was reading my old blog and also old chat logs again. and i realized that every year gives me different personal problem. im listing it here.
2006: umm, relationship problem.
2007: friendship problem - everyone seems neglecting me.
2008: ok, can i put this a secret?..
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
went to SP for nothing with zhihao, darren, peiwen and don. i went there and did nothing - im just an accomplice, wasting my ez-link money..
basically, we went there to help zhihao to appeal for Nautical Studies course. he's like so stressed when he got selected in Marine Engineering course. he wasn't able to go into the Nautical Studies cuz of his eyesight which didn't meet the requirements. he wanted to retake the optometry test but the clinic was closed so he has a schedule and have to go back tml to test his eyes again. hopefully he's able to make it.
i and zhihao went to play pool after that, while darren went to retrieve his pay and go for his dental appointment. peiwen and don went home.
today's pool game was like a complaining match, every game i have to sigh and frown.. omg. i have nothing more to say seriously but im really really out of luck. any GAMES/COMPETITION just bring me to the losing side. ='(
the luckless craps:
-playing mahjong sucks in my hand, all tiles dont let me win at all.
-playing pool i dont get any luck shots, neither i'm having a good hand at it - i just dont score like first time i play..
-playing counter-strike, i get 1:3 frag:death ratio. how bad can this be ?!
all these are really demoralizing me . . .
basically, we went there to help zhihao to appeal for Nautical Studies course. he's like so stressed when he got selected in Marine Engineering course. he wasn't able to go into the Nautical Studies cuz of his eyesight which didn't meet the requirements. he wanted to retake the optometry test but the clinic was closed so he has a schedule and have to go back tml to test his eyes again. hopefully he's able to make it.
i and zhihao went to play pool after that, while darren went to retrieve his pay and go for his dental appointment. peiwen and don went home.
today's pool game was like a complaining match, every game i have to sigh and frown.. omg. i have nothing more to say seriously but im really really out of luck. any GAMES/COMPETITION just bring me to the losing side. ='(
the luckless craps:
-playing mahjong sucks in my hand, all tiles dont let me win at all.
-playing pool i dont get any luck shots, neither i'm having a good hand at it - i just dont score like first time i play..
-playing counter-strike, i get 1:3 frag:death ratio. how bad can this be ?!
all these are really demoralizing me . . .
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
today is the day to go out and visit MS CHUA - our 2e5's(2005) form teacher!
first off, i went to tanah merah mrt to meet up with zhihao then we waited for liangwei to reach. when liangwei arrived, the train went off so we need to wait for the next train.
we boarded the train after 5 min and chatted about our poly courses while on our way to city hall mrt station. we went city hall to meet up with meixin and geokfong.
down there, we were then needed to write messages onto a balloon they bought for ms chua. the balloon is in pink and is star shaped.
after some time, jessica ser and feiyan reached too. ms chua then arrived not long after. she didn't seem to saw us/hear us. ok anyways, i think meixin called her and that's how she know we were there. she looked the same from the time during our sec 2 period, but she saw us as a really grown up kids, haha. yea, i guess we age and growing fast. our heights is really different from the last time, when comparing.
so, our task was to have lunch with ms chua. we then went into the nearby restaurant which is the cafe cartel(again). this time i ate grilled BBQ chicken cutlet, not bad at all. all of us eat and chat at the same time and i must say that the girls were the ones who had the most to say while the boys only talk when have the chance. again, and especially me - the quiet one, no doubt.
meixin seems to be the 'center of attraction' . she was the one recalling most of the happenings during sec 1 and 2 and then making big jokes out of it. also, we chatted on our ex-classmates one by one during the sec 1 and 2 years. basically we were in cafe cartel for quite a long period, like one hour or more.
after lunch, ms chua said that she has to go home to look after her feverish dog. so, it's time that we go and all of us boarded the train back to Bedok. when we reached, we took some group photos near the lift of the mrt station and this was where we part. i really hope to see/chat with ms chua somedays again - and best is to have a bbq at a chalet like last time. everything seems recalled back.
and btw ms chua, thanks for the treat. =)
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we then went to katong to play pool from 6pm to 9pm. then went to a nearby food stall which is a chicken rice stall to have our dinner.
P.S.: im waiting for meixin to send me the pictures she took so as to post it here.
first off, i went to tanah merah mrt to meet up with zhihao then we waited for liangwei to reach. when liangwei arrived, the train went off so we need to wait for the next train.
we boarded the train after 5 min and chatted about our poly courses while on our way to city hall mrt station. we went city hall to meet up with meixin and geokfong.
down there, we were then needed to write messages onto a balloon they bought for ms chua. the balloon is in pink and is star shaped.
after some time, jessica ser and feiyan reached too. ms chua then arrived not long after. she didn't seem to saw us/hear us. ok anyways, i think meixin called her and that's how she know we were there. she looked the same from the time during our sec 2 period, but she saw us as a really grown up kids, haha. yea, i guess we age and growing fast. our heights is really different from the last time, when comparing.
so, our task was to have lunch with ms chua. we then went into the nearby restaurant which is the cafe cartel(again). this time i ate grilled BBQ chicken cutlet, not bad at all. all of us eat and chat at the same time and i must say that the girls were the ones who had the most to say while the boys only talk when have the chance. again, and especially me - the quiet one, no doubt.
meixin seems to be the 'center of attraction' . she was the one recalling most of the happenings during sec 1 and 2 and then making big jokes out of it. also, we chatted on our ex-classmates one by one during the sec 1 and 2 years. basically we were in cafe cartel for quite a long period, like one hour or more.
after lunch, ms chua said that she has to go home to look after her feverish dog. so, it's time that we go and all of us boarded the train back to Bedok. when we reached, we took some group photos near the lift of the mrt station and this was where we part. i really hope to see/chat with ms chua somedays again - and best is to have a bbq at a chalet like last time. everything seems recalled back.
and btw ms chua, thanks for the treat. =)
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we then went to katong to play pool from 6pm to 9pm. then went to a nearby food stall which is a chicken rice stall to have our dinner.
sent my 8800GT for repair - and the servicer says need to wait for a month to get it back. omg, that is so long. but oh well, i dont really play much games these few days so i dont think it's rushing to get back my 8800GT.
so, i shall be stuck to this old 8500GT first.
anyways, bought a new pairs of black shoe so now im much relaxed.. shoes is the worse thing which came in my mind if i dont have a pair.
looks normal i know.
so, i shall be stuck to this old 8500GT first.
anyways, bought a new pairs of black shoe so now im much relaxed.. shoes is the worse thing which came in my mind if i dont have a pair.
looks normal i know.
Monday, February 18, 2008
today, woke up in a sleepy state and the first thing i did was installing the old 8500GT into this comp so as to use it. after around 11:30am, my dad called and said he wanted to buy lunch for me. so, he bought it and i realized i dont have the appetite to have it. i felt like vomiting with every spoon of rice. WHY?!
anyways, today's task was to send my graphic card to repair and also guanyu's hard disk. we were going to pan pacific hotel to find a job too.
ok i reached marina square first as my dad brought me there due to the lunch he bought. after meeting them, the first thing they did was to have lunch. this time it's a different restaurant which is cafe cartel. first time been in here and find it nothing much different. after their lunch, we then went into pan pacific hotel to get a job and indeed there is vacancies. after that, the manager said that there will be an aerospace event where banquet is required tml - worse, it's 4AM. omg. so, as quickly as possible i decided that im not going at all as i know i will never be able to wake up at that time.
getting a job as banquet is sure is easy but i really hate this kind of job - worse i dont have black shoe. nevermind. so we then waited for guanyu's mom to call him. we walked around and into a grand hotel(no idea what's the name, and well it looks grand to me). zhihao's idea of going into restroom gave us the LOL in our head. anyways, the restroom looks classic + classy. rofl. ok, so we sat down on the sofa at the lobby after using restroom and then have a small chat on it.
guan's mom called after and we went to millennial walk to find his mom. next destination was to go and shop for what guan wanted - pants and shoe.
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OMG, i hate to see people/friends shop for personal items(clothes, shoes, etc). it tempts me and i really want it bad. i always wanted my parents to buy me new clothes, new/extra shoes, accessories.. BUT their REASON for REJECTING my request will always be "buy, must buy cheap de - dont need so ex..", "can save, save, dont anyhow spend." very crap, seriously - cuz of this, i hardly shop with my parents and maybe in the future, will never be.
hopefully when i got the money from working, it will be the time for me to buy some new clothes myself. IM REALLY OUTDATED FROM HEAD TO TOE - and i can sense that im rather 'unattractive'. ='(
well anyways, my motive for working is to buy personal stuffs and also buy new computer parts.
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ok, back to the topic. after guan bought his stuffs, its already 4:15pm, and Digital Hub closes at 5pm, while guan's closes at 5:30pm. and so, by the time we reached guan's destination, it's already 4:30pm. everything was done at 5pm and no point going to Digital Hub anymore. so omg, i brought my graphic card out for nothing. lol. never mind, i dont blame anyone. i will be sending my graphic card for repair tml morning...
anyways, today's task was to send my graphic card to repair and also guanyu's hard disk. we were going to pan pacific hotel to find a job too.
ok i reached marina square first as my dad brought me there due to the lunch he bought. after meeting them, the first thing they did was to have lunch. this time it's a different restaurant which is cafe cartel. first time been in here and find it nothing much different. after their lunch, we then went into pan pacific hotel to get a job and indeed there is vacancies. after that, the manager said that there will be an aerospace event where banquet is required tml - worse, it's 4AM. omg. so, as quickly as possible i decided that im not going at all as i know i will never be able to wake up at that time.
getting a job as banquet is sure is easy but i really hate this kind of job - worse i dont have black shoe. nevermind. so we then waited for guanyu's mom to call him. we walked around and into a grand hotel(no idea what's the name, and well it looks grand to me). zhihao's idea of going into restroom gave us the LOL in our head. anyways, the restroom looks classic + classy. rofl. ok, so we sat down on the sofa at the lobby after using restroom and then have a small chat on it.
guan's mom called after and we went to millennial walk to find his mom. next destination was to go and shop for what guan wanted - pants and shoe.
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OMG, i hate to see people/friends shop for personal items(clothes, shoes, etc). it tempts me and i really want it bad. i always wanted my parents to buy me new clothes, new/extra shoes, accessories.. BUT their REASON for REJECTING my request will always be "buy, must buy cheap de - dont need so ex..", "can save, save, dont anyhow spend." very crap, seriously - cuz of this, i hardly shop with my parents and maybe in the future, will never be.
hopefully when i got the money from working, it will be the time for me to buy some new clothes myself. IM REALLY OUTDATED FROM HEAD TO TOE - and i can sense that im rather 'unattractive'. ='(
well anyways, my motive for working is to buy personal stuffs and also buy new computer parts.
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ok, back to the topic. after guan bought his stuffs, its already 4:15pm, and Digital Hub closes at 5pm, while guan's closes at 5:30pm. and so, by the time we reached guan's destination, it's already 4:30pm. everything was done at 5pm and no point going to Digital Hub anymore. so omg, i brought my graphic card out for nothing. lol. never mind, i dont blame anyone. i will be sending my graphic card for repair tml morning...
updated my blog message to the left...
anyways, i know many of my friends think that im one who listens to techno.. but hey, I HATE TECHNO TO THE CORE. it's rather pissing my ear and my heart.
and so, i need to say i listen to MELODIC TRANCE. trance and techno are two completely different genres. besides, it's ♪melodies♪ i listen to..
anyways, i know many of my friends think that im one who listens to techno.. but hey, I HATE TECHNO TO THE CORE. it's rather pissing my ear and my heart.
and so, i need to say i listen to MELODIC TRANCE. trance and techno are two completely different genres. besides, it's ♪melodies♪ i listen to..
Sunday, February 17, 2008
everyday is such a boring day. so i decided yesterday, that today shall go guan's house to play mahjong. so, we - kris, zhihao, me, darren and guan went there. zhihao didnt really want to play mahjong and he play call of duty 4 instead.
kris kept wanting to play with real money, which mean real gambling - but omg, i really hate to gamble.. im only playing mahjong for some bore-removal. so in the end we are not playing with real money of cuz.
anyways, after so so so many rounds, i didn't even win once while kris won the most. guan and darren won some rounds. i guess im the only one without a single luck, and just kept losing.
zhihao went home first cuz of his uncle coming to his house. of cuz, it's again the same thing - using bike to go home while im his passenger.
at the very end of the line where we were going home soon, i won that very last game. oh luck, how shitty can that be.
ate something small there and we headed home. there's still tasks for tml, tuesday and many other days..
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as for my personal matter, i have this feeling it's stuck there and it's rather difficult to remove it. my heart is having 2 paths. though it's not 'enthusiastic' kind, i hope that fate will help me choose. i bet someone should understand what is this about.
kris kept wanting to play with real money, which mean real gambling - but omg, i really hate to gamble.. im only playing mahjong for some bore-removal. so in the end we are not playing with real money of cuz.
anyways, after so so so many rounds, i didn't even win once while kris won the most. guan and darren won some rounds. i guess im the only one without a single luck, and just kept losing.
zhihao went home first cuz of his uncle coming to his house. of cuz, it's again the same thing - using bike to go home while im his passenger.
at the very end of the line where we were going home soon, i won that very last game. oh luck, how shitty can that be.
ate something small there and we headed home. there's still tasks for tml, tuesday and many other days..
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as for my personal matter, i have this feeling it's stuck there and it's rather difficult to remove it. my heart is having 2 paths. though it's not 'enthusiastic' kind, i hope that fate will help me choose. i bet someone should understand what is this about.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
visited ms tricia lim today! she lives at punggol and it doesn't seem that difficult to get there at all.
the HDB really looks like a condo from outside and inside. anyways, first impression is the house. her house seems very bright when i step in as everywhere is white and clean. (unlike ours - messy and 'infested'. haha)
the dining table was filled with food ordered by ms lim - pizzas, nuggets, wedges, chicken wings, and many more. 10 of us went there and i dont even think we can finish it at all.
she have a daughter, who is very very hyper... i can't describe more but hyper is the only word i can use. haha. most of them were playing with her daughter.
ok anyways, i just ate some food and playing with ms lim's daughter (and she even hugged me, lol). ms lim also told us about her trip from her work and wow, travelling to so many countries in such worthy price.
so, they played card games - heart attack but i just sat on the sofa watching a show turned on by ms lim's husband which is casted by The Rock. then when someone, which i dont remember, asked for mahjong, ms lim said they have and we started playing. in the end i won only 1 round. =.=
after mahjong session, we go for 2nd round of food and we were recalling our sec1, 2 experiences with ms lim.
so, that's just a short summary and basically i didn't really chat much which made me felt guilty CUZ im the organizer. =.=
after that, i and my parents went to visit relatives and get hongbaos.
done for the day.
and my quote for today:
"i can't bear the 'MISSING' part" - it meant many many things.two one of which are is my graphic card problem and i forgot to tell ms lim my blog address.
there are few others more..
the HDB really looks like a condo from outside and inside. anyways, first impression is the house. her house seems very bright when i step in as everywhere is white and clean. (unlike ours - messy and 'infested'. haha)
the dining table was filled with food ordered by ms lim - pizzas, nuggets, wedges, chicken wings, and many more. 10 of us went there and i dont even think we can finish it at all.
she have a daughter, who is very very hyper... i can't describe more but hyper is the only word i can use. haha. most of them were playing with her daughter.
ok anyways, i just ate some food and playing with ms lim's daughter (and she even hugged me, lol). ms lim also told us about her trip from her work and wow, travelling to so many countries in such worthy price.
so, they played card games - heart attack but i just sat on the sofa watching a show turned on by ms lim's husband which is casted by The Rock. then when someone, which i dont remember, asked for mahjong, ms lim said they have and we started playing. in the end i won only 1 round. =.=
after mahjong session, we go for 2nd round of food and we were recalling our sec1, 2 experiences with ms lim.
so, that's just a short summary and basically i didn't really chat much which made me felt guilty CUZ im the organizer. =.=
after that, i and my parents went to visit relatives and get hongbaos.
done for the day.
and my quote for today:
"i can't bear the 'MISSING' part" - it meant many many things.
there are few others more..
Friday, February 15, 2008
im really giving up hope on using computers soon. the old pentium 4 comp gave me the fright of slowdowns and lags while THIS CORE 2 DUO AMD comp GAVE ME THE FRIGHT OF SHUTTING DOWN BY ITSELF.
playing games, any games i mean, the temperature of the CPU always go up to more than 80°C. especially call of duty 4, the game generates a lot of heat on the CPU, going up to 100°C. and then it shut itself off. what the hell~! this aint happening the first time i use this comp.
in the afternoon, after i woke up, i felt that the shutdowns and lags are due to the enormous heat in the CPU. so, my next movement was to clean all the damn fans of the dusts.
as usual and as always, anything that came into my hands will sure have some damage done. thanks to the damn CPU heatsink that is so bloody sickening hard to install, it made me damaged my precious graphic card, spoiling one of the microchip near the slot edge. now it cant boot normally and i have to use an electrically conductive material to put it onto the peeled off microchip area to allow the graphic card to boot. sigh. so, what's next? send to repair of cuz. well,
it's still fully operational in windows though.
i always heard that if the CPU is going high on temperature, it means that the heatsink aint installed properly but wtf, it's bloody tight now and my fingers, fingernails and my skin are all numbed cuz of this. ARGH! damn thing just can't satisfy me at all, and nothing will...
so with the shutting down and the graphic card aint booting properly, how is it that i could depend on this computer for now? it's all 'disorientated'..
anyways, all i can say is that this comp is really running on high fever + adrenaline, fan speed of over 5000rpm still doesn't cool it down - how sick can this be?
stupid stupid damn, im so fed up with everything in this home...~~~~~~
playing games, any games i mean, the temperature of the CPU always go up to more than 80°C. especially call of duty 4, the game generates a lot of heat on the CPU, going up to 100°C. and then it shut itself off. what the hell~! this aint happening the first time i use this comp.
in the afternoon, after i woke up, i felt that the shutdowns and lags are due to the enormous heat in the CPU. so, my next movement was to clean all the damn fans of the dusts.
as usual and as always, anything that came into my hands will sure have some damage done. thanks to the damn CPU heatsink that is so bloody sickening hard to install, it made me damaged my precious graphic card, spoiling one of the microchip near the slot edge. now it cant boot normally and i have to use an electrically conductive material to put it onto the peeled off microchip area to allow the graphic card to boot. sigh. so, what's next? send to repair of cuz. well,
it's still fully operational in windows though.
i always heard that if the CPU is going high on temperature, it means that the heatsink aint installed properly but wtf, it's bloody tight now and my fingers, fingernails and my skin are all numbed cuz of this. ARGH! damn thing just can't satisfy me at all, and nothing will...
so with the shutting down and the graphic card aint booting properly, how is it that i could depend on this computer for now? it's all 'disorientated'..
anyways, all i can say is that this comp is really running on high fever + adrenaline, fan speed of over 5000rpm still doesn't cool it down - how sick can this be?
stupid stupid damn, im so fed up with everything in this home...~~~~~~
Thursday, February 14, 2008
went out yesteday(13/02), first stop was to meet guan yu and his sis. upon reaching tanah merah mrt, i realized that i reached way too early then guanyu asked me to go simei mrt to wait for him. seriously it's a long wait.. 2pm to 2:20pm - that break of time seems rather slow, i dont know why. i was just staring at my phone, listening to music and appreciating my new media player skin and the fonts and every mods i did to my phone..
after that guanyu came - the thing is that he came up from the stairs rather than the escalator. i was looking at the escalator all day long and suddenly he appeared from the other side, i was startled of cause. well, he came with my mineral water as i asked him to buy for me.
took the train with guanyu and his sister.. not much conversation as seems like there's no topic.. once reached Bugis, we rushed to Sim Lim, then guanyu and his sis bought what they wanted. PSU and harddisk. then i bought a 50-packed DVD-Rs for $28 so as to burn all the movies, games and everything else i have downloaded.
that was a short stay at Sim Lim. i and guanyu then walked from Bugis to Suntec City to meet up with our other friends while guanyu's sis make her way home herself. first stop we saw them at wallet shop and peiwen was choosing a gift. then zhihao and guanyu have something in mind which is wanting to buy a jacket for their poly life use.
searched all over the place and then back to IP ZONE and we stayed there like more than half-an-hour. yea, seeing them buy shirt and also jacket tempted me but i was really reluctant. in the end, when i made up my last-minute mind, wishing to buy, they 'seem' to be waiting to go off, so i say - forget it ='(. darren bought a jigsaw puzzle for his valentines' gift. and we also went to carrefour to look for jobs but to no avail.
then we headed to marina square to have a bite. after eating, peiwen was LIKE on adrenaline - she was walking so quickly towards raffles link and then to market place to look for gerald's 'lollipop' as he really wanted to buy.
well that's so-called a worth day.
after that guanyu came - the thing is that he came up from the stairs rather than the escalator. i was looking at the escalator all day long and suddenly he appeared from the other side, i was startled of cause. well, he came with my mineral water as i asked him to buy for me.
took the train with guanyu and his sister.. not much conversation as seems like there's no topic.. once reached Bugis, we rushed to Sim Lim, then guanyu and his sis bought what they wanted. PSU and harddisk. then i bought a 50-packed DVD-Rs for $28 so as to burn all the movies, games and everything else i have downloaded.
that was a short stay at Sim Lim. i and guanyu then walked from Bugis to Suntec City to meet up with our other friends while guanyu's sis make her way home herself. first stop we saw them at wallet shop and peiwen was choosing a gift. then zhihao and guanyu have something in mind which is wanting to buy a jacket for their poly life use.
searched all over the place and then back to IP ZONE and we stayed there like more than half-an-hour. yea, seeing them buy shirt and also jacket tempted me but i was really reluctant. in the end, when i made up my last-minute mind, wishing to buy, they 'seem' to be waiting to go off, so i say - forget it ='(. darren bought a jigsaw puzzle for his valentines' gift. and we also went to carrefour to look for jobs but to no avail.
then we headed to marina square to have a bite. after eating, peiwen was LIKE on adrenaline - she was walking so quickly towards raffles link and then to market place to look for gerald's 'lollipop' as he really wanted to buy.
well that's so-called a worth day.
Monday, February 11, 2008
finally another dream.
this time it's a dream of values, as i dreamt of speed, love, hate, reconcile and lose.
for speed - i have no idea about this but in my dream i was searching for something, a bike/scooter or whatever it is. i got hold of a leg-kicking scooter and sped all the way on the road. weird.
for love and reconcile - i KNOW the person but i just dont wanna state the person or saying what has happened.
for hate - i don't know that person at all but i know it's a SHE. she kept pestering me and i just hated her.
for lose - i dreamt of losing my bag. (basically this happened maybe because i was thinking 'where did i place my black walkman earpiece?' just before i slept)
i have no idea why am i having such dreams. i should be dreaming of losing a property only..
this time it's a dream of values, as i dreamt of speed, love, hate, reconcile and lose.
for speed - i have no idea about this but in my dream i was searching for something, a bike/scooter or whatever it is. i got hold of a leg-kicking scooter and sped all the way on the road. weird.
for love and reconcile - i KNOW the person but i just dont wanna state the person or saying what has happened.
for hate - i don't know that person at all but i know it's a SHE. she kept pestering me and i just hated her.
for lose - i dreamt of losing my bag. (basically this happened maybe because i was thinking 'where did i place my black walkman earpiece?' just before i slept)
i have no idea why am i having such dreams. i should be dreaming of losing a property only..
Thursday, February 7, 2008
well yes, it's lunar new 2008 year but i dont even have the new year mood at all. getting hongbaos, eating steamboat - that is all..
it's rat year and yea, im very very into the titles with RATATOUILLE - the game, the movie, the OST.. it's all about rat and food, a good mix for chinese new year.
have been watching Heroes which i downloaded and that includes season 1 and season 2 complicated story, complicated comic.
it's rat year and yea, im very very into the titles with RATATOUILLE - the game, the movie, the OST.. it's all about rat and food, a good mix for chinese new year.
have been watching Heroes which i downloaded and that includes season 1 and season 2 complicated story, complicated comic.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
went to work for 5 hours, doing the same thing again. stick license key, put into box, seal it, over and over and over and i can just make myself feel numb rather than 'getting bored of it'. anyways, damien and kong liang came today and they left to other place for work at 1PM. 1PM was lunch time for me and after lunch i went back and continued my work ALONE! i felt a little odd when i went into the office but after a while i feel that it's nothing. working alone seems rather fine to me.
my working hours end at 3PM, but the boss was like still away and i was panicking, wondering how should i get my pay. earlier on i actually got $20 from the boss when damien and kong liang were going off. then the lady operator gave me my pay instead. she counted of cuz 5x5 which is $25 AND SHE WAS GOING TO GIVE ME the $25. but i told her just give me $5 will do cuz the boss gave me $20 earlier on. omg, i can't believe this kind actually happens. IM HONEST! =) saying if im on the dark side, greeding for the money - i can believe that next time retribution will be on me, so i'd rather stay safe than greed.. if not those money wont be spent peacefully.
yet again, for these 2 days there were actually 2 chances for me to do some good deed. during the first day, when i was going home, the MRT was totally totally full. everyone tried to squeeze in of cuz but then when i went in, there's this girl standing outside trying to get in. right, at this moment, i should tell damien that we should wait for the next train and let the girl board instead. but whatever happens to "LADY FIRST"? my mind didn't have that thought until the door closes. WHAT THE~~..
as for today, the good deed i should have done was to help a lady fill chilli sauce for her. nothing much though but i think i didnt have the right traits that time. no idea why. sigh. is god trying to test me or what?.
ok, so back to topic. after getting the pay, i immediately rush off to tampines to meet my friends to play badminton. played as usual and after playing, we filled up our stomach at the nearby food palace.
then again, i was innocent. darren told me what he wanted to say and i really think that i AM innocent. petty and complain over some event that i could be happy for? wow, that isn't me.
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sometimes, till now, i really wonder why friends were ignoring me during 2007. i really cant figure out why. they seem to be able to chat with one another but just can't be me. it doesn't link u see. i didn't do anything wrong but few of them see me as one who DID something wrong.
ok, another. why some happy events for me seems like there's a story behind it? i really dont understand. is that supposed to have a BAD story behind or is that supposed to be something specially made for me?
some friends - i can feel, i can trust, i can rely - just doesn't seem to be at the side by me. those by my side is always the casual friends who just go out for fun.
ok, enough.
my working hours end at 3PM, but the boss was like still away and i was panicking, wondering how should i get my pay. earlier on i actually got $20 from the boss when damien and kong liang were going off. then the lady operator gave me my pay instead. she counted of cuz 5x5 which is $25 AND SHE WAS GOING TO GIVE ME the $25. but i told her just give me $5 will do cuz the boss gave me $20 earlier on. omg, i can't believe this kind actually happens. IM HONEST! =) saying if im on the dark side, greeding for the money - i can believe that next time retribution will be on me, so i'd rather stay safe than greed.. if not those money wont be spent peacefully.
yet again, for these 2 days there were actually 2 chances for me to do some good deed. during the first day, when i was going home, the MRT was totally totally full. everyone tried to squeeze in of cuz but then when i went in, there's this girl standing outside trying to get in. right, at this moment, i should tell damien that we should wait for the next train and let the girl board instead. but whatever happens to "LADY FIRST"? my mind didn't have that thought until the door closes. WHAT THE~~..
as for today, the good deed i should have done was to help a lady fill chilli sauce for her. nothing much though but i think i didnt have the right traits that time. no idea why. sigh. is god trying to test me or what?.
ok, so back to topic. after getting the pay, i immediately rush off to tampines to meet my friends to play badminton. played as usual and after playing, we filled up our stomach at the nearby food palace.
then again, i was innocent. darren told me what he wanted to say and i really think that i AM innocent. petty and complain over some event that i could be happy for? wow, that isn't me.
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sometimes, till now, i really wonder why friends were ignoring me during 2007. i really cant figure out why. they seem to be able to chat with one another but just can't be me. it doesn't link u see. i didn't do anything wrong but few of them see me as one who DID something wrong.
ok, another. why some happy events for me seems like there's a story behind it? i really dont understand. is that supposed to have a BAD story behind or is that supposed to be something specially made for me?
some friends - i can feel, i can trust, i can rely - just doesn't seem to be at the side by me. those by my side is always the casual friends who just go out for fun.
ok, enough.
today went out to play pool with zhihao, guanyu and darren at the same location at katong. again, money has to be spent - sigh. i just can't think of my earnings going little day by day when there's activities, i just need to spend them BLINDLY so as not to feel worried...
today's game was such tragic - i can't even aim, can't even have luck shots and what's worse, my 'newbie luck' is gone totally. basically the cause is that i'm SLEEPY! wad a waste of money.
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here's more pic on my sis' new pet rabbit
cute~~~~ ain't it? haha.
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alright seriously, watching Ratatouille and The Incredibles has become a habit for me. and download and watching shows has become a hobby...
MODDING my phone has become my hobby too and these are a few things i have changed on my phone:
Brightness once was able to only set from 50% to 100% and now it's 10% to 100% for me.. haha, for the battery-saver conscious and now i wont need to strain my eyes/spoil my eyes.
there are a few more which are just minor modifications so i dont think there's much to say.
today's game was such tragic - i can't even aim, can't even have luck shots and what's worse, my 'newbie luck' is gone totally. basically the cause is that i'm SLEEPY! wad a waste of money.
short video
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here's more pic on my sis' new pet rabbit
cute~~~~ ain't it? haha.
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alright seriously, watching Ratatouille and The Incredibles has become a habit for me. and download and watching shows has become a hobby...
MODDING my phone has become my hobby too and these are a few things i have changed on my phone:
Brightness once was able to only set from 50% to 100% and now it's 10% to 100% for me.. haha, for the battery-saver conscious and now i wont need to strain my eyes/spoil my eyes.
there are a few more which are just minor modifications so i dont think there's much to say.
Monday, February 4, 2008
been modding my phone like crazy
putting in patches to change battery, signal, keylock and silent icons..
but yet again, once there's a mistake i have to reflash my phone and do all over again.
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anyways, this sentence:
"I CAN'T LOSE YOU AGAIN!"
is something quite powerful,
a sentence that changes the heart.
haha, ok lame.
putting in patches to change battery, signal, keylock and silent icons..
but yet again, once there's a mistake i have to reflash my phone and do all over again.
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anyways, this sentence:
"I CAN'T LOSE YOU AGAIN!"
is something quite powerful,
a sentence that changes the heart.
haha, ok lame.
Saturday, February 2, 2008
this is shit alright.. yesterday i slept at 2AM and there's no single dream, where i actually had fruitful numbers of dreams the previous night.
but when there's no dreams, i am supposed to be fully awake but yet today im in a foul mood, and damn bloody tired.
downloaded some movies yesterday in DVDRIP quality and those are Rush Hour 3, Ratatouille and The Bourne Ultimatum.
re-watched Rush Hour 3, Matrix Reloaded and The Incredibles. can anyone see that my life is just so bloody boring?! re-watch movies, re-play single player games, everything's REPEATING.
however, watching Ratatouille and The Incredibles chilled me out a little as there are some memorable scenes. I dont mind rewatching this 2. haaha.
but when there's no dreams, i am supposed to be fully awake but yet today im in a foul mood, and damn bloody tired.
downloaded some movies yesterday in DVDRIP quality and those are Rush Hour 3, Ratatouille and The Bourne Ultimatum.
re-watched Rush Hour 3, Matrix Reloaded and The Incredibles. can anyone see that my life is just so bloody boring?! re-watch movies, re-play single player games, everything's REPEATING.
however, watching Ratatouille and The Incredibles chilled me out a little as there are some memorable scenes. I dont mind rewatching this 2. haaha.
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