so, 3 weeks holiday ended so quickly and tomorrow is the day of the first MST paper.

revise, revise and revise. all I am able to absorb is the fact of windows stuff. things like security measures are hardly in my mind. my mind was having the word "sian" all the time.

somewhat, the show MR. BRAIN gave me a bit of motivation to what is coming. since the word "sian" is in my mind, for sure it's in my mind, so I know that it's my brain and I gotta clear that shit. somehow, I succeeded.

all I can do is be true to what I know, that could help most.

good luck to all, good luck to myself.
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while revising, somehow it gave me the classic feeling. and I went to install old windows on VMware.

lol.

ah yes, also I have been watching yet again another japanese drama. I think I am going frenzy about Japan stuff - the language, the dramas, the people. ....

oh, sorry... yea, the drama is titled MR. BRAIN. mystery drama.

well, I am watching this show as Aibu Saki (あいぶ　さき) appears in episode 3. hahaha. well, the show itself is nice either.



currently at episode 5.. but there's no soft english subtitles for it so gotta wait.

ok, the one module revision per day for this week is done.

I dont know how my brain had reacted to the notes but seriously the module that is most difficult to understand is NETWORK INFRASTRUCTURE and COMPUTER NETWORKING.

where as computer networking is the worse in this case.
the notes are mixing up my mind cause the images doesnt seem to link with the points.

argggh, what the hell.

argh, feeling so stressed.

one module revision per day for this week and I can't seems to absorb any thing.
so worried for the MST that is coming next week.

sigh, what can I do .... to make myself understand everything of all the modules?!

the opening music for Toraianguru.

im feeling lazy to post about the outing yesterday. but anyways, it's just that we went to sentosa to have the luge ride and skyride. it was way fun, especially the luge ride.

so now, things to ponder over is the MST. one word - memory. yes, it's all memory work for the MST next week. so I am wondering if I am able to actually memorise all the stuffs from the notes or textbook to score for my tests.

sigh.

ok, after the darn MST, im so gonna find a good time to memorise hiragana and katakana.

im SO gonna try learn japanese no matter what.

watched another jap drama - this time its genre is mystery, thriller, suspense.


Triangle - トライアングル (toraianguru)

Synopsis

The series starts with the murder of a 10-year-old girl in 1984. 15 years later, after the case goes unsolved and passes the statute of limitations, a doctor named Goda Ryoji suddenly quits from his hospital and eventually becomes a detective. In 2008, he meets Sachi, a traveling artist in Paris, and shortly after Goda's return to Japan, he becomes involved in the expired murder case when another detective receives an anonymous phone call.

what has caught me is simply the story and the OST. that feeling of intrigue it gave me from the music.

also, I watched this show partly because of the actress あいぶ　さき。

as for reviews - I say it's really well produced. that's about it.

ok, I so gonna start off with doing the maths PBL by myself tomorrow and then followed by revising all the modules.

yeh, I hope I am able to absorb cuz my feelings now is sort of weird, as in kept thinking what to do next and then went moodless.

when I saw the commercial on channel U showing the Absolute Boyfriend (Zettai Kareshi) , I wondered why it made me felt like downloading the show to watch.



indeed, I downloaded the full episode and watched in a day. again, just like the Tatta Hitotsu No Koi drama - it's deep in feelings. however, this is rather a mix of comedy + romance.

the comedian side is really interesting and funny.

and as for the romance part is as usual, a jap drama, as sad as it can be. everytime when I watch such show for the first time, I will usually shed tears.

lovely.

well u know what. I have been playing PROTOTYPE. the game rocks!





gonna add more screens.

ohhhhhhh yea.

xmplay is really the perfect music player if you wanna save lots of memory.

lol dragonica is fun. and this is my char:

oh finally everything ended. the stressed part is the nvst lesson.

the stupid thing is - for the lab test, at the very last part of the test where we were needed to login to the "Secured server" to complete our task, the password is Jennysashimi (case-sensitive). 45min ago when I tried to login with the VERY SAME PASSWORD, I couldn't get in and at the very end of the labtest, the authentication passed and then task was completed. wtf?

I am sure the lecturer changed the password at the very end. bullshit, lol.

this is damn bloody stressful.

there's gonna be 3 things tomorrow: NVST lab test, quiz 3 and maths IIa quiz.

so I was trying to revise for the quiz and I realized that my attention span is like just 2min, rather than the >20min attention span last year.

once in a while when I am revising this, I will think of something else, like my diploma plus maths - and it stresses me to the core.

I know the diploma-plus is not really a need for focus BUT due to the commitment in me and partly I dont like to see lousy grades, I have to think about it and study. thinking about that I dont understand shit for the diploma plus maths, I really feel like dropping immediately.

aww man, I need something to lie on, like seriously. I feel so moody, as there's no listening ear for me to talk shit to release my stress.

I felt I went down to the drain, and getting washed away by the current of water.

end.

haha this is so cool. im using ubuntu under VMWare.

I feel damn retarded and also cheated.

first, I thought there will be no server management quiz. it IS on the schedule and lecturer said he will shift it to after MST.
then suddenly during the labtest period, he said we are supposed to do quiz.! omg,wtf. I got 16/20 though so whatever.

the labtest - thing is we have to do subnetting and I DIDNT KNOW. so I just did as usual and let papkin check. then he circled the /26 so I realized that subnetting is needed and I got a minus 10 marks from that. bloody boooo~.

I was stuck at the creating user part, the AD users and computers just doesnt want to accept the password. so I was trying and trying until I finally got it, lucky.
ah well.

now I am pondering over whether to study for GEMS test tomorrow.