im sure alrite - my attention span in classes is like less than 3min.

im really afraid of math classes now, it just feels damn stressful as everything is new and I cant understand shit.
Graph Theory from my course and some random maths - functions, absolute values, etc from my diploma+.

though my modules are having shared knowledge as all are networking , but I feel that memory work always fails me. MEH~ how am I gonna survive.

I NEED SOME ENCOURAGEMENTS LIKE YEAR 1 FOR GOODNESS.!

ok so tomorrow is another last day of the week for classes.
and how fast it is, it feels like one day has only 12 hours.

yea, so thursday is the only day I really hate. a class that gonna end late and it will be like a tiring day for me.

need to add for my previous post.

there's one thing that I can agree from the show.
"Once a person gets competitive, he will never be happy."

im sure this sentence makes sense.

forgotten to blog about the 9pm show on ch8 yesterday.

yup, Table of Glory - 乒乓圆.

it was the last episode yesterday and it was like LOL.
as usual, the show always lead to a part where to let people think what will happen.

the show just end with Wu winning Jiajun in the final match and Wu isnt happy as Xiaofen isnt happy with Jiajun losing.. ????.
like what happened to the love SQUARE of Xiaofen, Wu, Jiajun and Ziyi?
what happened to Ma Li'an, etc?

sigh.

im sure lah, those pictures are damn huge.

tagged by nigel on some notes in FB and I think it's hopeless for me.
I tried to do but im stuck at letter B. -.- omg.

it's wednesday and it is gems day, yea gems and stones. rofl. borinnnnnng~

cameroid frenzy

crazed . of . cameroid

just upgraded my laptop main OS to windows 7 build 7100.
yes UPGRADE, not clean install.

I've realized how suck upgrade method can be. it takes so damn long like an extra 30mins compared to clean install.

well, I think it's good to try out its function and I think the upgrade works perfectly. All programs works fine.

anyways just to say that DAEMON TOOLS are fucking bullshit liars. once I headed to their forum looking for a support for windows 7 and they told the public they will never release anything for windows 7 BETA. now that windows 7 is reaching RC (which I think it has just matured from beta), they released a version supporting windows 7. really, omg. bloody liars. =\

doing my math tutorial on graph theory, and it's simply confusing.

man, I had this sudden wish of getting a new phone, and that is sony ericsson w902.

and I AM CRAVING FOR IT!
sadly, all the plans are not available for phone upgrades and I WILL HAVE TO WAIT FOR 5months++. shit.

more windows 7 builds.

wow im gonna hate thursday lessons for sure.
dual maths module in one go is really killer - esp when it's the time for a nice nap near evening.

yeah so, this diploma-plus I have is like... (dont know how to describe). seriously, the grouping is weird but I know it's to break the ice. I am unable to do group works with some of them since they are a lil' hyper in character.

I dont know but I just hope I am able to pull it through the whole year. it will be damn fatigue-giving kinda.

/sigh
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well, anyways while at the bedok bus interchange where im going home, I actually saw huiting for the first time. but, she was a kind of far away when I saw her and I was behind her.
it was so conspicuous as she was wearing the sec 3 class tee, with names printed largely on the back. lol.

anyways tbh, it was one of my wish. heh.

hmm.

ok, first day of year 2... and I felt a little stressed.
seems like all modules have MST and that makes the next 3weeks vacation a stressed vacation.

I shall be mentally prepared..

the weather was ultimately heated up yesterday and with a bit of movement, I perspire greatly.

and I cant even sleep well either.

the weather continues to be the same until now at 7:30PM.. the wind came back and it looks like it's gonna rain.

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anyways, time has been passing so quickly and tomorrow is the start of year 2.

will things be better? will I learn more? will there be anything different compared to year 1?

I really do hope so.

whether am I anxious about tomorrow - I must say maybe, as I really don't know.

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managed to get Bolt 720p half-HD version onto my laptop and I realized I could really see much more details compared to watching it on desktop. hmm.

finally my timetable was updated yesterday..

seeing my friday being empty makes me so happy. lol.

hopefully I wont be so stressed in year 2 as there will be 2x maths module. omg.

updated my blog music to something classical - yeah, piano!

went to the airport yesterday to see zhihao.
it's so fast alrite - yes time.. I thought he will be flying off later this month but I did not even realized that it will be yesterday and one day had already passed.

yeah, I will surely miss him as it's gonna be one year. he's one of my best friend in my secondary school life.

I shall write here : "Take care Zhihao, look at the photo when you miss us. one year will surely pass without knowing."

YES!

Dear Zhen Ming,

We noted your request. We will reschedule you to a Thursday evening class.

Regards,
Dr. Chan

if I am unable to change the class to Tuesday or Thursday, I guess I am gonna stick to that.

cuz to think of it, what can I do on my free friday? sleep? play? do assignments? doesn't sound like I have something cool to do. oh well, I shall not stress myself on it. maybe one day, I might go the extreme and that is remove myself from this diploma plus.

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anyways, I am so into Bolt right now and that made me downloaded the FULL HD version of the movie with resolution 1920x1020, lol. also, downloaded the game. yeah, maybe it's a kiddo game, but it's still a game to play.

great, just great..

my dip-plus class has been placed on friday.

good luck me..



totally pisses me off.

bolt

I just watched Bolt and it is really a nice movie.

love these animations movie as they seems to come with a nice story.

a dog who is in a production studio, is with a girl named Penny, thinks that he has super powers.

but as he got lost in the city, he realized he is just an ordinary dog and the super powers he has are all fake. .......

*
For super-dog BOLT, every day is filled
with adventure, danger and intrigue - at least until the cameras
stop rolling. When the star of a hit TV show is accidentally
shipped from his Hollywood soundstage to New York City, he begins
his biggest adventure yet - a cross-country journey through the
real world to get back to his owner and co-star, Penny
*

cycle

went out yesterday to east coast park with my usual group in secondary school for cycling.

as usual, my stamina is just so weak that I felt so exhausted yesterday while cycling.

also as I slept at 3am and woke up at 9am, I was extremely sleepy while cycling and I can't concentrate, resulting in even more exhaustion.

but still, after a bit of rest I was able to continue. we wanted to try to cycle to changi beach from east coast park but our time wasn't enough and we went back after a distance.

was drizzling on the way back and it comes with a heavy downpour after we gave back the bikes.

so we were stuck at the rental shop but we ran towards mcdonald's for a proper shelter and was totally soaked after that. lol.

my friend and I bought a mcflurry to eat and the downpour stopped after we finished eating. we headed to marine parade and our soakness was dried as we walked towards marine parade.

peiwen, don and gerald joined us and we had dinner and then took a few photos after dinner..

the purpose of this outing is to make sure we meet up and have fun before zhihao and darren went out to sea for 1 year, well at least for zhihao.

this outing seems so smooth even though the rain soaked us.

I have received a SMS from Singapore Poly saying that I have been offered a place in the PCME dip-plus and in the midst of timetabling.

I seriously hope and I am stressing this that please DONT PUT ME INTO FRIDAY'S CLASS.

if I am put into that day, I might change my mind about going to that class..

=\

hmm I really think that my life is like ruined.

I dont know what the heck am I doing during these holidays.

ain't I am supposed to make my brain better or ..?

but it seems my brain deteriorates over time.

ahh well. all I know is I have been playing WoW whole day like some crap idiot.

and watching channel 8 at 9pm - Table of Glory 乒乓圆.

and also catching the latest Heroes episodes every tuesday.

I am blogging at 3AM right now.

doesnt feel like sleeping at all.. not even the least tired.

right now I am downloading windows 7 build 7077 x86-32bit and it's at 99%.

I think I am gonna install it asap onto my laptop when it's completed.

3:01AM: the download completed.

FIRST PHOTO SHOT IN RAW(DNG):

UNCOMPRESSED PIXELS FTW!

lEETT gold.

Beautiful Journey - Powerstriker

Beautiful Day - Derek Palmer

it's indeed Beautiful Days.

sigh, I feel like I am such a coward and a good-for-nothing.

seriously, can anyone tell me what am I good at?
I am sure they will say I am good at computers, and maybe good at ... what?

computers.. so what? how does that benefit me now..? with computers, I just sit down in front of it for the whole day, playing games and browsing web. it makes me feel so out of touch.

I am a coward and good-for-nothing... yea, somehow I am describing myself with those negative words is because I know I want something, but I am unable to get it willingly.

ARGH.... why my life is such so spoilt? maybe it's this family, or this house that caused me this way.

2 monitors. both 17".. which to use? like wth, i hoped to have a 20" or 22" monitor..