seems like Ctrl + F5 refresh on firefox works for blogger.

another classic car:

omg.. IE's working fine.

anyways. more cars in GTA4.

THIS REALLY FAILS. WHAT THE FARK IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER+SINGNET OR WHATEVER.

sucks till I wanna stop blogging.

argh, what man... blogger is c*ap EDIT:(or singnet).

aww, I was trying to post how nice windows 7 have given GTA 4 a superb boost in performance..
from same room. it was 37 FPS in vista and now 50 FPS in windows 7..


yes, this part here.. it was <40FPS before.!

GTAIV-modded cars

finally blogger post is fixed..

re-played GTA IV as there are car mods and also to test the performance on windows 7.
here are some nice cars:





and some nice FPS: (lol)

scribefire

ok, since the blogger is having problem, I think I shall just use some firefox add-on to blog for now.
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yea, a "new" speaker system to play with.






basically, it's black and it suits the set of my desktop.

blogger post still aint fixed...
i cant even post pictures.
wth.

man, what is wrong with blogger.

anyways, my laptop seems to be dying on me. the hard disk starts jamming up then it blue screens and crashes very often this time.

I remembered it started like 4months ago.

meh~ what am I gonna do if my laptop breakdown suddenly..

oh and also, thursday was such fuked up day. our nvst lecturer is a total bastard. im sure he's some sort of ex-convict alrite.

wtf, we were trying to get our marks by doing our job, but all he does was telling us off, like BUAY SONG AH.

he also took like 20min to talk on the phone while we wanted to get our project marked. he wasted our time and we couldn't get everything full mark. oh my goodness. FF!

seems like Windows 7 Build 7600.16385 is the RTM, the build that is released to manufacture.
seriously, it's either I can't wait for Mr Papkin to provide us the legit full version of this windows
or I'd wait for crack and install this unusually good OS to all of the computers at home - my dad's, my sis' laptop, yea.... everything.

anyways, somewhat I think my luck has been going up and down swiftly, things that happened today are somewhat unusual and rare.

out of boreness and randomness.

thanks to my dad.. finally my laptop has 4GB.



now i should be able to do my work without much problem, after upgrading to 64-bit of cuz.

lol my dip plus maths results is like 55/100.

that's a grade D or D+ . sucks. =(.

CNET lab test : 64/100

FAILZOR!

went to esplanade after classes yesterday to attend A Midsummer's Evening, an orchestra concert.

haowei was performing. all I can do down there is to listen and appreciate the music.
it was really great, and best of all, it's my first time attending such event in esplanade.

i'd like to say some of the music played really seems to fit well in a climax of a movie though, yea.

when the piano was played for the last song, I was like wow. it sounded superb, lol.
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back to some 'emo' post:

I think I am rather
deprived of sleep
deprived of knowledge
deprived of what I want
deprived of .............

whatever man, the list goes down.

right now I just feel like a 废人, means a useless person cuz I just skipped my dip-plus lesson.

basically, I can't make the right decision.
the decision to join the diploma plus course was a mistake.

I thought I could take the strenuous path but it seems that I can't.

I don't think it's worth this path wasting my parents $$$, being unable to provide productivity.

so, I guess I will see how next week.

there's no one to confide to, there's no lecturer good enough to ask for counsel. (maybe except our maths lecturer)
I think it was really wrong for me to join this rowdy group. basically, it just feels 'not me'.
I really wish to go back to the me before, solo with that loner character and with the good ability to study.
I need World of Warcraft somehow to make my brain active.

everything seems to be on the dark side ever since after holidays.
MST was so sucky that I couldn't take it but I tried to remain optimistic.
My maths results was known today and I gotten 76/100, but I expected 80+.
hell, my targets were all out of the bullseye.

fucking did 5 practice paper and I couldn't get a better result,
where as I see people not doing a single fucking practice paper and able to score.
what the fuck is this?

WHERE ARE THE FUCKING A's I USED TO GET?!
I FEEL LIKE A LOWLIFE KID.

depression strikes on me again I think..... my life stinks, filled with all the downside + agony..

lol I found this on deviantART. nicely described and it's a literature.

Fuck You Barbie

I don't think girl's clothes were made with the word comfortable in mind.
From mini-skirts and jeans to tight fitting T-shirts and tank-tops, Six-inch heels that cut of the circulation to your toes.
And how about them booty-shorts?
That give your legs no privacy. That leave your ass hanging out for the whole world to see.

A world that always wants more skin.
That seems to be wishing for less innocence, or maybe more,
Because that combination is a rapist's dream.

The Hollywood actresses are just light and smoke.
Airbrushed perfection that even they can't achieve naturally.
So why do we have to look like them to be satisfactory.
In even our own eyes we are ugly.

And if Barbie was a real girl...
Scratch that,
Because Barbie never can be a real girl.
Her body proportions are crazy.
With boobs the size of Texas and a Waist the size of Rode Island she's a freak of nature.

So why do girls want to be like her?
Why do they starve themselves to impress a neanderthalic race,
that doesn't even notice you've lost five pounds. That doesn't even notice your face.
They only see the rectangular stop sign that is your chest.

At leased that's what I've noticed. From the hormone driven fourteen-year-old boys always trying to stare down my shirt.
So I took a vow, about two years ago, that I would only dress-up for myself.
And I would be healthy, not skinny. No matter what society thought of me.

So FUCK your Barbie image.
I've got my own to create.

the first two paragraphs described what i think too.

as expected, I do not have the determination to revise my diploma plus maths.
tried to revise and it took me 1 hour but I lost all of my concentration.

well, first of all I simply just hate proving maths. I prefer maths that requires us to find answers from questions.

secondly, I wasn't able to concentrate in class and I seriously don't like the class.
(really a lot of demotivation there)

lastly, I don't understand a thing from the topics (except Differentiation, hopefully).

I am wondering if I should just head into the exam venue on this coming Wednesday without preparations or should I just revise and make sure I know something..

if I couldn't even get a grade C, maybe I shall just drop the module, rather than wasting the next $300.
yea I know, for the first time I am being such a useless person or maybe already several many times.

and also,

Dear Google Page Creator User,

As was previously announced, Google will soon be discontinuing operation of the Google Page Creator product. We will be migrating your Page Creator sites over to Google Sites so that they continue to operate with no work on your part. However, we've identified you as using Google Page Creator to host files that Sites doesn't support. We are writing to inform you that, as part of this migration, if you take no action to address this, your hosted files will likely break. If they are important then we suggest you move them to a different hosting service.

Contrary to what was posted in the blog post, the shut down and migration of Google Page Creator has been extended and will begin in a few weeks.

Thank you for your patience during this migration.

I have no more other hosting service available!!! argh. most of the scripts I am currently using like lightbox will be deemed useless!.

hmm somehow my desktop has a weird stability from the current O/C settings.

I am able to O/C my memory to 800MHz from 667MHz with 15% CPU O/C.
I wasn't even able to achieve this last time..
strange.

I even played Sims 3 for hours with that O/C, no BSODs! meh~

hmm I just realized that my music player does not work with Internet Explorer + Google Sites.

wth? the music just doesn't play on IE but plays well on Firefox.

EDIT: now it plays... lol?

sigh a B grade for today's CNET test.

and that is 78/100.

Summary:
Server Management - 82/100
NVST - 78/100
CNET - 78/100
Network Infrastructure - 68/100

sigh SIGH. only one A. =(
im hoping to get A for maths though.

yea well, that's the end of the course MST but I have one more paper which is my diploma plus maths which I dont get anything. so maybe I will just revise on Sunday.

sigh, the MST.. my attained marks is going down in order it seems.

Server Management - 82/100
NVST - 78/100
Network Infrastructure - 68/100

I wonder how much will I get for my maths and tomorrow's another fearful test, just like today's Network Infra test.

CNET is somewhat complicating for me. oh noes.

wtf why am i unable to add pictures to this blogger.