im really giving up hope on using computers soon. the old pentium 4 comp gave me the fright of slowdowns and lags while THIS CORE 2 DUO AMD comp GAVE ME THE FRIGHT OF SHUTTING DOWN BY ITSELF.

playing games, any games i mean, the temperature of the CPU always go up to more than 80°C. especially call of duty 4, the game generates a lot of heat on the CPU, going up to 100°C. and then it shut itself off. what the hell~! this aint happening the first time i use this comp.

in the afternoon, after i woke up, i felt that the shutdowns and lags are due to the enormous heat in the CPU. so, my next movement was to clean all the damn fans of the dusts.
as usual and as always, anything that came into my hands will sure have some damage done. thanks to the damn CPU heatsink that is so bloody sickening hard to install, it made me damaged my precious graphic card, spoiling one of the microchip near the slot edge. now it cant boot normally and i have to use an electrically conductive material to put it onto the peeled off microchip area to allow the graphic card to boot. sigh. so, what's next? send to repair of cuz. well,
it's still fully operational in windows though.

i always heard that if the CPU is going high on temperature, it means that the heatsink aint installed properly but wtf, it's bloody tight now and my fingers, fingernails and my skin are all numbed cuz of this. ARGH! damn thing just can't satisfy me at all, and nothing will...

so with the shutting down and the graphic card aint booting properly, how is it that i could depend on this computer for now? it's all 'disorientated'..

anyways, all i can say is that this comp is really running on high fever + adrenaline, fan speed of over 5000rpm still doesn't cool it down - how sick can this be?

stupid stupid damn, im so fed up with everything in this home...~~~~~~