sometimes I wonder, why do humans complain..
yes the word 'complain'.

I mean, I don't really think it's a human trait.. it's more of a human flaw.

to me, prolonged exhibiting in human flaws could really lead to some addiction then the brain couldn't take it and could go sidetrack. (sounds like I am doing research or observations on brains, lol)

so why complain?
I supposed many of the permanent maniacs out there are complain kings due to some distraught or dislikes. (excluding from causes due to physical damage of cause)

facebook statuses are the part where I always see complains. sigh. oh, the worse thing is they complain without limits and some don't even know they are being disliked due to the complaints.
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actually, I wanted to cycle down to that particular bus stop today, just to test my fate or chance but apparently I feel indecisive once again.

still to say, I had this really strong urge to actually go and find that same girl as it's within my reach. ended up playing tekken 5 but didn't really have that mood which led me on a losing streak.

truth is, I actually looked up on the school's timetable just to plan the correct time BUT I don't know what class would she be from so probably ended up like searching a needle in a haystack (of cause saying that she is from sec 5 is just a guess).
also, if I did went out and really did see the same person again, what can I do? lol. if I am not the old zm anymore, maybe I would go all out doing all the crap. plus, if I do head there, I might end up waiting at the same place for like 4 hours and I would become a suspicious person. seems like the way I do things is rather sad.

EVERYTHING'S TO NO AVAIL. THE PLANS AND SHITS. it's SATURDAY AND THERE'S NO SCHOOL SO I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ANYMORE...

WHY IS IT THAT I FEEL SO HYPE ABOUT THIS?
WHY WHY WHY?!
IT'S TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THE REST OF THE PAST EVENTS, THOSE I CAN'T BE EVEN BOTHERED AT ALL.

damn.