I didn't thought about myself that I would be thinking about this question: "What is my greatest fear?"
Well seriously, the answer to that will be "Fear that my words could be outcasted, fear that my words could hurt people, fear that my words didn't mean anything." The common thread here is "words". Sucks at socialising? Yeah, you got that right.
If it means anything, everyone has fears and someone gotta come by and help you succumb that fear. Who would it be? Just who? Don't know. I was a fate believer, but now? More like 50-50. You see, right now I believe that fate is greatly connected with changes. Obviously, changes are hard, really hard and we all afraid of changes because we don't want to step out of our comfort zone. If that particular you is currently moving forward, you change the surrounding with that personality or what you have. If you change, you move forward as that way. It's like being an introvert and no one knows you and suddenly you became an extrovert and you are the center of attraction. Would you like to call those people who you've attracted or connected - fate? Maybe? It's all inside one person.
Back to myself. And I will talk about domino effects. Sometimes I didn't really understand but if it has to be socialising, it either comes naturally or it happens based on a domino effect. One comes and many other follows - that is what I meant.
It just all seems strange, sometimes.
